I think sometimes Jon wants to be told he didn’t do anything wrong and he Needed to do all of that and it was actually completely morally correct. And sometimes Jon wants to be told yes you’re a horrible irredeemable person and you should keep doing it because who can blame you?? They made you like this. This is THEIR fault. Not yours. They did this to you. You deserve to feel good for once. You tried so hard. Don’t you deserve a break? Anyways I think Jonah should have weird insane beholding sex with him and feed him so many statements. You get it.
I think deep down Jon wants someone to tell him it’s not his fault in some way. And I think if Jonah forced him to feed he’d enjoy it a really abnormal amount. He’d have this wild look in his eyes the whole time, like he wants to eat him alive. I think Jon has fantasized about Jonah MAKING him feed so he doesn’t have to live with the guilt. Jonah did it. He’s a victim. It’s fine. He was so hungry and it wasn’t his fault. (Nobody needs to know that it felt so so good.) I think this is kind of like. Sexless sex. Yknow.