Girl help I’m thinking about the Jonah collaring Jon right after killing Leitner thing. Jons terrified and miserable and his world is falling apart. And he bares his throat for him. It’s a silent plea for so many things. “Please don’t hurt me.” “Please make it make sense.” “Please take care of me, I’m so scared.” You get it. It’s about the,, not trust but about the dependence. He’s clinging onto his relationship with elias as the only stability he has LEFT do you get it. Running into his arms stained as they are with blood, because despite or maybe because of everything, they remain warm and loving and comfortable. And then they fuck about it.
Elias petting him so tenderly with blood soaked hands. Maybe in this they’ve had a relationship for years and that’s why Jon ran to him so fast. Maybe it’s tender and loving and gentle. Maybe it’s rough and territorial. Maybe it’s a mix of both. Maybe Jon ends up full of cum and being carried back to elias’ office, so tired and emotional and still shaking with fear.