Dumb is such a fun word ok. I need jon to be treated not like an idiot not like he’s stupid but like he’s all dumb. Ok. Do you get it. Over explaining simple concepts like he has no idea what he’s doing but not even meanly. Just so patient like they’re talking to not someone that’s stupid but like an animal. Ok. Someone who needs clear simple phrases because they’re not made to have big people thoughts. Ok??? Okay?????
Jon SHOULD use gerrys tits as pillows though. Sometimes it’s not even sexual sometimes he’s just sleepily sucking on her nipples because he wanted something in his mouth or because Gerry didn’t feel too good and wanted some tlc. I need Jon to make gerry feel so so loved and cherished and like she is the most delightful person in the entire world.
Basically I need Elias to think jon is the single most attractive man alive. I need Elias to be so so insane about every part of jon he’s self conscious about. I need him to be insane about the burn scar Jon knows people think is gross. I need him to be so so normal about jons stretch marks and gray hairs and any sign of him turning into a monster. I need him to think jons bush is a miracle gifted straight to him. I need him to make the happiest moans jons ever heard him make when he’s admiring the eyes beginning to open up along his body. I need Elias to be so batshit crazy about jons body it BAFFLES him
Basically in my beautiful mind jg’s cnc is all technically consensual but also it’s soooo bad guys it’s so bad. They had 1 (one) conversation where “yeah you can do whatever to me” and then that was that. Whether or not they realize when they’ve crossed a line vastly depends. They can go “that kinda sucked, honestly” but by God theres no aftercare because they don’t know what aftercare is. Worlds most toxic hellscape except they’re not trying to make it less toxic because they’re both having a great time except for when sub drop or dom drop hits them like a truck
hi do you all ever think about John Amherst. most diseased man ever
shame he never met Jon. shame he never made job delirious with fever and feeling so utterly wretched that he can’t do anything but pathetically lie wrapped in blankets. Sad!
“blowing [someone’s] brains out” sounds like it should be a sex thing tbh. missed opportunity.
In relation to prev post. I think Elias should dress his son up all nice in a suit (maybe one of his own? Tailored for Jon’s smaller frame so it’s just a tiny bit oversized (need to make him look like he’s wearing his father’s clothes <3)) and they both know it’s going to end up crumpled in the entryway, Jon gagged with his own tie while his father takes him from behind <3
Tbh an ace Jon interpretation that i’m Very Fond Of is that Jon has zero interest in having sex himself but he really really wants to Observe it happening to other people. Like his Ideal Sexual Encounter is one where he stands in a corner and watches as other people fuck (ideally without acknowledging his presence). And he’s maybe kind of horny but he’s not actually getting off because this isn’t about that.
He’s never actually Asked anyone to fulfill this desire out of awkwardness and a vague sense that other people would find the idea Strange. He’s tried porn but it’s too scripted and fake. He’s curious about sex, the intimacy and vulnerability and the reactions.
I think Sasha would share a very similar sentiment, and Elias would be more than happy to put on a show for him, and Gerry (in the incest au) wouldn’t have any problem indulging her brother’s curiosity <3