I hate when people get on your back about a ship because it’s ‘toxic’ like bro i said they are in love not that they should be.
I hate when people get on your back about a ship because it’s ‘toxic’ like bro i said they are in love not that they should be.
Elias should have a little dog bed under his desk for Jon.
At first Jon refused to use it. It was humiliating. Degrading. Did Elias seriously expect him to- to sit in that?? Wouldn’t cockwarm Elias under his desk anymore, which did almost win Elias back over, but he knew Jon’s bark was stronger than his bite. He would cave.
And he did. Slowly at first. On those days where all he wanted was to hold Elias’ cock in his mouth, receive his warm, soft affection, that gentle touch on his hair, where nothing was expected of him but this. And so he would reluctantly slip to his knees and crawl backwards onto the dog bed. And Elias would tilt Jon’s head back and call him “good boy” while unzipping his trousers, and Jon would ignore how it made him shiver. How kneeling for Elias in his little dog bed made him wet.
He’d start to fantasize about it. Elias bringing the dog bed out from under the desk. Keeping Jon on it (leashed and collared, of course), making Jon suck him off while anyone who wanted could just come in and See. Jon whining for his owner’s cock while some donor or employee watched him hump Elias’ leg like a dog in heat. Ashamed of how hard the idea always makes him cum.
And then it escalates. Elias getting Jon a dog toy, something nice and big enough to hump. “I can’t have you making a mess of my shoes, Jon. And we both know how you are when it comes to self control.” Pressing it against Jon’s cunt and smirking when he gasps and shudders at the spark of pleasure and heat it ignites. Jon warming Elias’ cock again. Sleepy and aroused, going to rut against Elias’ thigh until he pulls out and moves it away. “No Jon, we talked about this. Don’t you want to be a good boy for me?” Letting Jon continue until the moment he tries to bring himself off on Elias, until Jon is desperate and whining and begging for touch. Kicking the dog toy over to him. Not letting him take Elias’ cock back into his mouth until he begins to hump it. Helplessly rolling his hips down onto it again and again until he cums, gasping and swallowing around Elias’ hardening cock.
Jon thinks about curling up in his little dog bed often. The softness, the comfort, everything falling away except for being a good boy (a good dog, Elias’ good dog). Soon Elias buys him more dog toys. Things for him to suck and chew on when Elias is spent and Jon is still feeling restless. Gets him a collar and a leash. Maybe even sends him a dog bed for use at home, when he doesn’t have Elias to comfort and care for him like he needs.
Perhaps he even gets some newspapers, puppy pads (or whatever they’re called) to make Jon use while he’s being Elias’ dog. At first Jon refuses to use them, tries to hold it till the end of the scene, but he can never last long enough. Letting out a sad little whine as he wets himself, pee flooding his trousers and soaking the dog bed. Until, of course, he gives in. Shamefully pulls off his pants and underwear and squats to piss where he’s supposed to, like a good dog.
Always, Jon pushes back, loudly resisting every gift and gesture and request until his own need and desire wins out and he gives in. Submits to Elias and lets himself be a good boy, just like he needs.
S4 where Jon goes with Jonah…. gets pregnant…… Jonah bringing statement givers to him. He needs to take care of his son but some days Jon is still too sick and tired to go hunting. Some frightened person who’s been touched by the fears being herded towards a heavily pregnant Archivist, waiting patiently for the meal. Staying and watching his son Feed, making sure he’s safe….
When Jon is done the statement giver should collapse to the ground, exhausted, while Jonah goes over to kiss Jon, fondling his pregnant belly and leaking tits while they scramble to their feet and flee in terror.
When a character transforms into a monster and realizes with horror they’ve never felt more like themselves or more in control of their own life. I love when monster transformations are horrifying unasked for and everything they’ve ever wanted. I just think it’s neat
….would u still love me if I posted about jgre polycule rape fantasies….
Look. I just think there’s no way the guy who didn’t have any parents and grew up with an extremely complicated relationship to his grandma would be even slightly normal about the jgre polycule. Jon should touch himself to the thought of Gertrude raping him as punishment for failing at something, so so disappointed in him. Getting him on his knees to make it up to her. Using his face and cunt all day. Sometimes you need to sexualize ur own trauma ok. I think them fighting over him Does something for him. Like yes it’s largely because Gertrude would really rather her assistant Not be snatched by the eye. But Jon doesng know that and I think it. Awakens something in him. The first time they fight over him during sex. Talk about him like it’s a competition to see who gets to *own* him. Life changing cnc scene. Yk???
Tim should call jon “kid” during sex and he should lose his mind over it. Who said that
When I first found out about the term coming untouched I thought it meant coming without being touched at All. And I was very disappointed that that wasn’t what it meant bc I think my definition is way hotter so today I am offering u:
Elias coming untouched from being compelled, Jon ripping out every little secret brutally , painfully, leaving him flushed and looking completely taken off guard for the first time since Jon ever met him.
In the sci fi au Elias not being able to lay a finger on him and still finding ways to get him off. Jon cumming without stimulation just from the sensations of fixing him up again once he’s a cyborg,, panting and slumped over while Elias coos what a good boy he is, how lucky he is, his favorite <33 Jon still desperate still needing more.
Elias bombarding Jon with fantasies until he cums. Bonus point if he’s giving a statement or otherwise trying to work. Make it feels like he’s really happening. Until all that’s there is the words flowing out of his mouth and the concepts sinking deep in his bones until he shakes apart, slumped over his desk with a bone deep whimper. Before continuing the statement helplessly. Because he’s a good boy <3 and Elias makes sure to inform him of it in great detail in the statement. Elias’ own praise curling pleasantly in his mouth as he still is completely helpless. Elias’ affection and pride at how well he knows he’ll take it. He knows he’ll love it, don’t worry.
Looknim just saying. Jon constantly fucking and getting torn open sometimes by helen should have some Consequences. Like. “Marked is not even a little bit of an accurate description here. This is a whole other beast’ sort of consequences. I mean "elias is sitting with his head in his hands in prison going. Well. At least I know he’s fully marked by the spiral now.” level consequences. Idk what. But there should be SO MANY
Sorry for the JH kick they suddenly grabbed me by the throat.
Two victims making each other worse accidentally and then on purpose egging each other on into becoming perpetrators and fucking nasty about it. Sometimes I think it’s not really a dom sub thing more so just. Two awful awful people so so curious about each other…Jon trying to explore her figure her out make sense of her clearly inhuman form but it just gets more confusing the more he tries until he’s all whiny and frustrated and helens laughing at him and saying she told him so, she thought he would’ve learned by now. Jon being sooo stubborn <333 idk I think it’d be very fun for jon to be confused by whatever the fuck the distortion got going on. And i think it’d be very fun if helen began to be fascinated by his own eye bullshit, not becaude of the eye but because it’s Jon and it’s a little odd how it shaped the man who comforted her all that time ago…idk. weird fucked up intimacy. I want love confessions that sound like death threats. Love confessions hidden under layers of detachment and monstrosity. I want Jon to say “you don’t make me a good person.” And Helen to laugh and say she could say the same about him. I want Jon to wonder if how she turned out is his fault. And I want him to decide he can’t ever lose her, not again. Okay? Okay.
I WANT!!!! I want Jon to not want to end the world but stop caring about being human. About morals. He’ll try to keep the world in tact but he’s done and he’s tired and when the guilt is too much he opens her door and steps inside where everythings too much to even begin to worry about it. He asks when the guilt stops and she tells him when he chooses to stop it and I think he should tell her out of nowhere “I believe you.” because he was thinking of how he didn’t believe her before but now that he’s This. This thing. And yet somehow still Jon. He thinks he understands now. How you can be eaten alive by something and become the thing eating other people alive. How something can kill you and claim you as a part of it and yet you somehow still remain You. I’m thinking about Jon after a fight in the archives hearing a door open and immediately let out a sigh of a relief before remembering oh god it’s helen she’s gonna be annoying and groaning and she should laugh her ass off about it. Kiss all over his face and make fun of him. She should say he makes it hard not to keep him in her corridors forever. He should be scared shitless one day she will yet he can’t help but open that door when sometimes it’s just so easy there. When nothing makes sense. When he just. Embraces not being able to comprehend, having something deeply wrong with him, when it’s not safe but secure. When it hurts too much to think so he can just shut down in her walls. Submit to the overwhelming sensations. Do you think she ever desperately wants it to be understood what parts of her are helen do you think she ever lets him See them. Do you think his eyes get intense and she wonders if he’s about to go back on believing her and he just has this … awe. The same guilty awe he has of so many monstrous things as he murmurs “You’re beautiful”, as he runs his hands along her changing confusing body so intent on understanding it, on somehow figuring it out, even though she knows he never will. Never will fully understand her because it’s not in her nature, and yet now it seems he’s committed himself to doing so. I just. I’m thinking
See now I’m thinking about jh fauxcest. Jon thoughtless and panting, pain and pleasure so overwhelming that he can barely even remember his name, Helen tenderly reaching into one of the wounds on his stomach, softly stroking inside, even as- as something (cock? fingers? tongue, somehow?? Jon doesn’t know…) fucks deep into his cunt. Convincing him that she’s his mom, here to take care of him. She loves her son so much. And he’s so sweet and cute, isn’t he? No idea what he needs but that’s okay <3 because she knows what he needs. The thing in his cunt pulsing, twisting, Jon letting out a broken moan. He should listen to his mom. Doesn’t she know best? He’s clearly in no fit state to take care of himself… and Jon isn’t sure he believes it but something is touching him inside just right and he feels so good and it hurts and he can’t think and how would he know? Doesn’t it feel good to let his mom take care of him? When he’s so weak and helpless like this? Mindless with the painpleasurepain?
-Sparky
(a little worried this one might be a bit too far lol. Hope it’s okay?)
Are you kidding this is SO good oh my god. Ohhh my god. This could fix him. Helen cooing over him injured and trembling and saying oh, that looks like it hurts so badly, doesn’t it? Poor thing. He’s so lucky his mom’s here to take care of him. He’s so overwhelmed with the constant twisting and growing thing inside of him and her voice feeling like it’s drilling into his skull and nothing makes sense, nothing feels real, and it’s just so easy to cry for his mom. Oh, maybe it’s not real, but how would he know? He doesn’t know anything anymore. Doesn’t even know where he is or who he is or what’s inside of him what’s hurting him so bad and making him feel so so good, what’s going far far deeper than it should making his whole body tremble with want. Nothing makes any sense and it all feels so incredible and trying to make sense of it hurts and makes him so so confused and she calls him her baby boy her son and it feels good, he likes it, he can’t believe anything but he can let the feeling of pure joy and arousal and terror and agony wash over him until it all feels like the same thing. Until he can’t tell the difference and he’s just a cute little toy begging for his mom to hurt him the way he needs, and she does because she loves him sooo much, because she wants her baby boy to be happy <3 even when he doesnt know anything at all and has forgotten everything but the feeling of her the sharp angels feeling like they’re tearing what’s left of his common sense to shreds. I’m really normal and so is jon. Jon is not having any realizations about himself and will not have wet dreams about this ever. He will not think about how overwhelmingly full he felt how he was almost terrified of what it was going to do to him yet couldn’t stop begging for more, needing to know how she’d ruin him, unable to help himself. Didn’t know what it’d do or what to do with himself so he needs his mom to do everything, because he can’t remember anything because it hurts sooo bad and it’s so hard to think. This thing that feels like it’s going to change him forever and he doesnt know what it’s doing just that it hurts and it’s so so deep it shouldn’t be able to go that deep, or maybe it should, how would he know, he doesn’t know anything anymore, it’s so confusing, and it feels so good and his mom’s telling him it’s okay and doesn’t that feel so good doesn’t he like it doesn’t he want more isn’t he so lucky to have his mom here to keep him from getting all confused. He’s normal about it.