Once again thinking about time travel au where past Jon gets insane amounts of gender envy from future Jon, as specifically their more monstrous traits. How nobody can gender them. How they can have a dick and a cunt, how they can choose if they want their tits showing…he’s so envious. They look exactly how he feels, yk ? I think Elias should stroak his hair and say “if it pains you to look at yourself, you can always change it.” And it should terrify him and it should also stick with him. Compell him in a way he can’t describe. He should think about it when he’s alone at night, staring at the ceiling. Imagining what it’d feel like.
He runs his hand along the outside of the first eye that shows up on his skin. Elias is the first one he shows.
It feels right.