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Thinking about Elias fondling Jon’s tits while he sleeps. Thinking about pregnant Jon, maybe from a one-night stand with Elias, maybe someone else, breasts swelling with milk.
Jon staying late one might at the archives, sleeping on the little cot in document storage… Elias creeping down in the dead of night. Jon is so tired, so deeply asleep, he doesn’t notice Elias slipping his jacket off, unbuttoning his shirt, hiking up his binder, squeezing his chest until little droplets of milk trickle out. Licking it off his skin. Gently leaning down and beginning to suckle from one of Jon’s nipples, then the other. And Jon is so sensitive, even in his sleep. Squirming beneath Elias’ touch, so very wet in his briefs. Elias is being generous, when he slips them down. Pushes his fingers inside Jon’s pretty little hole and thrusts them in and out till he cums just for Elias. He’ll carefully put Jon back together of course. Pull down his binder, rebutton his shirt… maybe leave the jacket off. Maybe Jon would assume he removed it, maybe he’d wonder if someone else had caught him sleeping down here… probably he’d be too horrified by the idea that his little nightmare, watching a woman lost in a graveyard and so very terrified, got him so very wet. Either way, Elias is certainly looking forward to his next visit. <3
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Thinking about Elias fondling Jon’s tits while he sleeps. Thinking about pregnant Jon, maybe from a one-night stand with Elias, maybe someone else, breasts swelling with milk.
Jon staying late one might at the archives, sleeping on the little cot in document storage… Elias creeping down in the dead of night. Jon is so tired, so deeply asleep, he doesn’t notice Elias slipping his jacket off, unbuttoning his shirt, hiking up his binder, squeezing his chest until little droplets of milk trickle out. Licking it off his skin. Gently leaning down and beginning to suckle from one of Jon’s nipples, then the other. And Jon is so sensitive, even in his sleep. Squirming beneath Elias’ touch, so very wet in his briefs. Elias is being generous, when he slips them down. Pushes his fingers inside Jon’s pretty little hole and thrusts them in and out till he cums just for Elias. He’ll carefully put Jon back together of course. Pull down his binder, rebutton his shirt… maybe leave the jacket off. Maybe Jon would assume he removed it, maybe he’d wonder if someone else had caught him sleeping down here… probably he’d be too horrified by the idea that his little nightmare, watching a woman lost in a graveyard and so very terrified, got him so very wet. Either way, Elias is certainly looking forward to his next visit. <3
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Hear me out, Jon gorging on statements, going into the trauma equivalent of a food coma. Being stuffed full and just passing out in the archives, because he feels too heavy with secondhand trauma to even walk. This being a regular occurrence and Jon being taken advantage of in that state.
Elias gently waking him just enough to lead him up to his office where he leaves Jon under his desk. Jon barely conscious on a pillow specifically for him, leaning into Elias’s leg as Elias settles his collar around his neck. Elias stroking Jon’s hair before carefully feeding him his cock, Jon just holding it in his mouth half-asleep but so comfortable. Of course after Elias finishes his paperwork for the day he fucks Jon on his desk, Jon blissed out of his mind. Elias feeds him another statement as he does so, and Jon whimpers at how full he is.
Season four, Peter coming down to see the Archivist unconscious on his stupid little cot. He’s far rougher with him than Elias was during these times. Jon is too full to fight, too tired to do anything other than take it, making sad little whimpering noises. It’s not soft and gentle like he likes it after a large fear meal, but he can’t get any words out past the sheer exhaustion.
Tim fucking his boss as a bit of payback for the stalking. Wanting to be rough at first but Jon is just so small and needy. So instead Tim teases him mercilessly, not letting him cum, needling him about his lack of self control. After all Jon can’t keep from gorging on as much secondhand trauma as he possibly can, if he can’t show a little moderation why should he get anything more. Or the opposite, where he doesn’t stop until he is physically incapable of wringing another orgasm out of Jon. Who is just a mess of bruises and bite-marks, which Tim won’t let him cover later.
Just people taking advantage of Jon when he’s too out of it to say no.
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They don’t know about my thoughts on Jon and his massive rape kink. Jon touching himself and feeling like a horrible person for wanting JONAH of all people so he just. Well what if it wasn’t his fault. What if he put up a fight about it. What if nobody could tell he was enjoying it. What if he was scared the whole time. What if Jonah forced him down and he just happened to want all the things Jon wanted done to him. What if he collared him totally against his will and broke him down until he obeyed and pleaded for attention, against his will. Obviously. What if Jonah got him pregnant and then HAD to be gentle and take care of him and be so so nice to him. What if…
And of course Jonah watches all of his fantasies. And takes Notes.
He thinks about Jonah drugging him, so he has an excuse for why his imagined self is so touchy and loud and wet, why he wouldn’t be fighting back. And wouldn’t it be nice to not have to think or plan or do anything, just feel so so good he forgot everything else? Or what if Jonah threatened him and he had no choice? Then he’s not a bad person for trying to appease him and earn his approval. Just. Convoluted justifications for everything because he does Not want to admit he just wants Jonah to force him down and adore him so much he can’t help himself, even after everything. Especially after everything. Maybe he just wants to not have to do anything or worry about anything and for Jonah to want him so badly he cracks under it.
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Additional free use Jon thoughts:
I think Jon should be blindfolded and tied up, limbs spread. Drugged so he’s all soft and utterly unable to do anything. Hole exposed for others to use, mouth available for anyone who wants him to eat them out or such them off. Just lying there helpless as others use him again and again and again whether he wants it or not. Barely aware of anything except how good it feels, how messy his hole is with slick and cum, the warm wetness of a cunt on his face, of cocks invading his ass and pussy. Cumming inside him.
Institute donors and maybe some choice employees (and Elias of course) fucking him for hours until he’s squirming and oversensitive, trying to get his mouth to form words so he can beg them (to stop? To keep going? Even he doesn’t know) but all that’s coming out is desperate needy moans.
At some point in the night he passes out but this doesn’t stop the others from using his limp, unconscious body again and again. Doesn’t stop them from masturbating over his supine body until he’s coated in slick and cum.
When he wakes up the next morning, he’ll be wrecked and messy, evidence of how he was used undeniable. But he won’t remember anything but a haze of pleasure, the vague sensation of being fucked, having his face buried in someone else’s cunt…
And when he starts showing symptoms, a little over a month later… he’ll have no idea who the father might be, just the knowledge that somebody bred him while he was drugged and helpless and tied up to be a living sex toy.
Oh and he should also get to be their urinal <3
I think Jon should be pissed all over. A cock thrusting down his throat, cumming, and then pissing in his mouth. A cunt resting over his face, letting out a stream of urine when he goes to give it a lick (tongue heavy and uncoordinated from all the drugs keeping him sleepy and relaxed and helpless). A puddle forming between his tits where patrons and donors (and perhaps Elias himself) have all taken a turn relieving themselves. The first cock inside him pissing to make him even slicker (as if he wasn’t dripping wet all over…) just Jon lying soaked in piss as every person in attendance uses him as a convenient urinal.
Maybe he also wets himself too. Elias made sure he had plenty to drink beforehand (has to keep his strength up after all). Maybe after the first hour or so when he’s all relaxed and loose and pliant Elias leans down and presses on his bladder until piss begins to leak from him and he moans from humiliation and relief and the pleasure he’s getting from both. Maybe while Elias is bathing him afterwards he pees himself again with a soft little whine from how good it feels. And Elias mocks him for how little self-control he has and how shameful it is while rubbing at his cock and Jon cums again in his arms <3
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I need Jonah to tell Jon he’s so brave during a punishment. I need Jon to almost burst into tears over it. I need Jonah to realize the thread here and pull on it until he has Jon completely unraveled, core trauma on full display, and I need him to exploit that to analyze him and also give him a lot of orgasms. Okay? Okay.
Half of jons sex appeal to Jonah is studying him under a microscope because good God this man has so many problems and it’s like dissecting him to him. Jonah spent hours testing his reactions after he called him “dad” for the first time trying to study and understand him as much as possible. He learned a lot about his archivist that day.
Things Jonah has deduced about jon via kink shit:
Jon craves for someone else to be to blame for his actions so he can be a good person. He still clings to his agency but he wants to be able to do whatever he wants without any of it being his fault.
Jon is starved for approval. His lifetime of being ignored or seen as too much effort has left him with a deep seated feeling he cannot improve and a feeling of isolation from all his peers. (This was from other things as well but him losing his mind over being called a sweet boy and “poor baby” when he was bratting confirmed many suspicions.)
Jon specifically wants approval from authority figures. He wants guidance and comfort and not to have to do it himself, but feels too guilty to put it on other people he views as on the same level as him. An authority figure feels safer and less Mean to do it to. An authority figure is supposed to handle all of it.
Jon wants to be good so badly. He wants, desperately, to be viewed as kind and clever and desirable. He doesn’t want to change. He wants people to view him as he is now as all of those things. So badly.
Jon fears not having any agency, but he fears his own desires and what he’d choose if he had nothing stopping him the most. He fears his own choices. Sometimes he wants them all stripped away and for someone else to just…conveniently choose everything he’d want.
Jon desperately wants to be pitied and to have sympathy but can’t open up to save his life. He desperately wants to be sympathetic. He wants everyone to understand why he’s doing this but he cant handle the idea of being rejected.
The rape kink was maybe the least surprising. Like ah yes this guy who’s agency was stolen from him at an extremely young age and is already marked by the You Have No Agency fear is kind of enamored with the concept of having no agency in a good way and has a very complicated relationship with choice, and this carries over to his sex life? What a surprise. Nobody could have possibly predicted this.
We are having JonTim thoughts in this space tonight.
Honestly I’m so weak for the two of them having a ‘thing’ while they’re together in research. Maybe they got drunk, maybe Tim called Jon a good boy once at work, maybe the two of them just needed stress relief. However it happens I just want Tim domming Jon, helping him get out of his head when he’s stressed. I think it’s pretty soft, both are a bit hesitant to go too far. Neither one being great at communicating, but it’s good.
Tim tying Jon up, making him cum till all he can do is whine, just pampering him. Fucking him gently till he’s too out of it to really think. Teasing him for it, look at him, not a thought in his head. Jon would snap back but his thoughts are all small, and honestly it feels so nice to be treasured.
Jon breaking it off when he gets his promotion, even though neither really wants to. Jon worried that him being the boss would cause problems. Elias ‘helpfully’ reminding Jon of that fact, maybe he’s a bit jealous, who’s to say.
Then we get the bad wrong version of their relationship sometime in season 3. Jon wanting Tim to forgive him so bad, but Tim won’t accept his apologies. Jon corners Tim in the archives one night and begs him to tell him how to make it up to him. Tim of course gets mad and Jon, paragon of self esteem that he is, suggests Tim hurt him if he needs to.
Tim getting angrier because yeah part of him wants to hurt Jon, and he doesn’t like what that says about him. Tim pinning him against the wall, trying to just scare him, but Jon just lets him, which just makes him angrier. Jon asks him if this is what he wants, and Tim takes that as permission, just so angry. Asks him is f he remembers his safe word, not actually waiting for an answer before shoving him to his knees. He makes him take his cock down his throat, deeper than Jon is used to, hitting the back of his throat. Jon chokes but lets himself be used, not even fighting back when Tim wraps a hand around his throat.
It escalates from there, and pretty soon Tim has Jon prone on his desk, thrusting into Jon’s cunt from behind. Jon can’t help getting wet as soon as he’s pinned down, and it hurts but, also has him moaning. Tim calling him a slut, just a stupid little whore for enjoying this. While Jon is writhing on his desk, unsure if he’s trying to get free or just get Tim deeper. Jon whimpering, his mouth open and drooling as Tim fucks into him, yanking him back by his hair calling him a monster.
Jon going limp and just letting Tim do whatever he wants, taking everything he’s given. He start to pass out letting himself be maneuvered, not really there. Until Tim’s coming inside him, and Jon follows shortly after from the feeling of being filled finally managing to focus back on what’s happening. Jon whimpering as Tim pulls out and pulls his pants back on, his throat too sore to talk. His neck has the imprint of Tim’s hand, while chest is covered in bites, the skin red and bruised, bleeding a bit in a few places where Tim’s teeth broke skin. He just lays there looking up at him with wide eyes, tears tracks covering his cheeks.
Maybe Tim leaves him there, lets him pick himself up, wash away the blood and cum. Screw aftercare, this doesn’t fix anything, maybe it even makes it worse.
Or maybe Tim looks at Jon, hurt(by Tim), in pain(because of Tim,) crying(it’s all his fault,) and something in him cracks. He gently, so gently lifts Jon up pulling him against his chest, and whispering that’s he’s such a good boy, so good. That he’s sorry(unable to say he didn’t mean it,) carrying him to the bathroom to help clean him up. Get him some water, everything he would have done before after a scene, while Jon just clings to him like he never wants to let go.
YOUR TAGS ON THAT ONE POST... OHHH MY GOD. I'm gonna be thinking about this forever. Jon so so hungry and Elias hiding him and him being so stubborn because he's trying to do better he has to do better but the moment he sees Elias' blood he crumbles because it smells so good and he's so close. Oh. Jon moved closer. When did he do that? Is he drooling? When did he start doing that? Elias looking so disappointed in him for waiting for so long and he's so hungry and he's right there and oh god. Fresh blood is so much better. Fresh blood is SO much better he can hardly think he can't speak it's so good and elias is chiding him and he's so humiliated but oh god he can't stop. Everything feels so hot and he can't stop grinding against him he needs more now now now and Elias pets his hair and chuckles at what a mess he's making and he thinks hes going to explode. When he's finally satisfied and he's so humiliated he's covered in blood everywhere and he tried so hard to be better but god he can't help it and at least it's Elias. At least it's Elias and it was his fault he was a vampire anyway so it was only fair . I'm really normal.
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Vampire Jon who didn’t have a choice in becoming a vampire, because when had Jon had a choice in anything? Maybe Jon doesn’t know Elias is a vampire, let alone the vampire who turned him at first. Jon having to stumble through learning what he is like a newborn kitten, if the newborn kitten could rip someone’s throat out.
Jon starving because he doesn’t know what he needs, doing extensive research, and concluding that he’s a vampire, but that he’s going to be a good one. Jon new to this whole vampire thing trying to live off the rats running around the Archives, but they don’t actually help that much, like the statements in canon they’re stale, and not nearly enough.
Jon locking himself in his office to protect his assistants, because he a monster but a tame one. Soon he can’t even get up the energy to move, hiding under his desk as he feels like he’s being eaten from the inside.
Elias finally going to him, Jon protesting weakly but Elias is insistent as he pulls him out from beneath his desk settling him onto his desk. Elias visibly disappointed, he isn’t actually but that outward appearance makes Jon feel a spike of shame, as he slices his hand holding it out to Jon. Almost like you would hold out your hand to let a cat sniff it, not wanting to spook them.
Jon resisting but he’s so hungry and Elias is right here, and he’s offering, it’s okay if he’s offering right? Jon already inches away before he even agrees with that thought in his own mind. He intends to be careful, maybe just a few kitten licks of the dripping blood, but once it hits his tongue he can’t hold back.
Latching onto Elias’s arm chasing the sweet taste, it’s messy and desperate. Elias chiding him for the mess, wondering at his lack of self control, each word carefully barbed to hit Jon where it hurts. When Jon is sated, and god for once in so long he isn’t hungry, he feels like he’s floating, finally sated.
Elias pulling him into his lap, stroking his hair as Jon burrows against him, because it feels so good to be held. He’s had to avoid any sort of touch since he was turned, scared he’d hurt someone. He can’t resist grinding down against Elias’s thigh, all of his senses heightened as he realized how much he needs more.
Elias chiding Jon, calling him an insatiable little thing, so needy. It’s okay he will take care of him, he doesn’t have to think, he’s so bad at it. Elias calling him a good boy, that he’s so pretty like this, that he’s so glad he turned Jon, that he made Jon his.
A spike of betrayal as Jon realizes that the reason he’s like this is because of Elias. That it wasn’t just some monster and bad luck, this was planned, Jon struggling for a second to pull back, but Elias is strong. So Jon surrenders, goes limp, because well it’s not his fault right? Elias did this, Jon can’t fight against Elias, and it feels so good to be held.
Elias stroking Jon over his clothes encouraging him and Jon can’t help but grind against him again because it quiets his thoughts and the edges don’t hurt as much. He comes as he starts to cry, bloody tears, which only adds to the mess he made from feeding. Jon knowing that he can’t go back to starving himself, not after this, he’s a monster, but it’s fine because it’s not his fault. Right?
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Now I’m thinking about Jonelias pregnant sex (mostly kinky lmao).
Elias taking advantage of Jon feeling soooo exhausted and fatigued for some gentler cnc scenes. It probably isn’t safe to drug Jon but why does that matter when he’s already so tired, so easy to pin down and fuck? Jon squirming and whining and pleading “please no” while Elias lovingly rubs his swelling stomach and calls him his perfect little slut. Eventually his moans get less and less coherent until he’s chanting please please please while Elias pounds into him.
Elias taking advantage of Jon’s weaker bladder too. Making sure he’s getting enough to drink (“for the baby”), gagging Jon so he can’t speak, spanking him over his desk, teasing him for not being able to handle it until Jon pisses all over it with a helpless little whine. Keeping Jon in lengthy meetings, interrupting whenever it looks like Jon’s about to ask for permission to use the bathroom until he wets himself. Flustered and terrified that he won’t be able to hide it from his colleagues and so turned on. Soaking wet between the slick and piss. Elias fucking him in Jon’s bed (NOT his (neat freak (affectionate)) he is NOT washing those sheets after that), roughly pounding into him, pressing on Jon’s bladder, Jon trying to tell him not to but he can’t get the words out in time and he pees all over them both as he cums with a cry, Elias continuing to thrust him as he degrades Jon for wetting himself like that.
Elias jerking himself off over Jon’s sleeping body, shirt hiked up just enough to expose his pregnant belly and leaking tits, cumming all over Jon’s front and then leaving him like that, ejaculate cooling on his skin.
Elias groping Jon’s tits until milk starts leaking out. Pinning him against the chair he’s sitting in and leaning down to drink from his breasts. Taking long, greedy gulps as he clings onto Jon so tightly. Jon shuddering and moaning and wet, begging for Elias to let him cum until he sighs and acquiesces and presses his knee against Jon’s cunt for him to grind on “if you’re really so desperate for it,” because he doesn’t want to do anything other than pay attention to the milk in Jon’s sensitive tits.
Elias fucking Jon in public, timed just perfectly so that someone else can stumble in on the two of them, see the swell of Jon’s stomach (so far hidden by oversized sweaters. A secret no more). See Elias pounding into him again and again while Jon moans and pleads for his dad. Or maybe it happens later in the pregnancy, milk leaking from his bouncing tits as Elias thrusts up into him. Jon turning and seeing someone standing in the doorway, eyes wide and body tense with terror and humiliation and arousal as he cums untouched from the sensation of being Seen.
Jon pinning Elias down under him as he listens to his statement, drinking it all in. Elias didn’t mean to share it, has already let slip far more than he’d like and is struggling to keep himself reined in enough to hide his most important secrets. But the baby is so hungry, Jon is so hungry and he’d taken Elias off-guard just enough to properly Compel him. And Elias is so hard in his slacks and his frightened voice, his statement, it’s enough to make Jon soaking wet. Riding Elias while he listens to his statement, fucking himself on his cock, feeding on his fear even as they both become more and more desperately aroused…
Idk. Jonelias pregnant sex. Ok?
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Jon: I have no self worth issues or parental figure issues in any way or shape or form. Anyways what if Elias wanted me so so bad he couldn’t keep his hands off me even if I didn’t want it, what if all I had to do to make him feel good was just shake and struggle and make such pretty noises while I begged him to let me go. What if I called him dad and said it hurt it hurt and he told me I was taking him so well and I was so pretty and it’s okay, just relax, it’ll start feeling good soon, don’t worry about anything, he’ll make it better, it’s all going to be okay, and I got to be showered in his love and approval without actually doing anything bad.
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I think Jon should try managing his S1 stress levels with Terrible Bad Idea CNC sex with Elias. It’s barely negotiated. Elias regularly bypasses Jon’s boundaries and Jon regularly doesn’t say shit about it. Jon will storm up to his office and provoke him into a fight and Elias will wrestle him down while Jon tries and fails to fight back. And he’s a little afraid and a lot turned on and he always puts up a serious fight that’s never enough to stop Elias from forcing his legs open and thrusting inside (often with minimal preparation).
Anyway after being forced down and brutally fucked until he cums (often multiple times) Jon is finally all nice and relaxed. Loose and pliant too, so very good for Elias, willing to lie back and just take whatever Elias wants to give him. And Elias will let him cum again (as a reward for being so very good) before finishing deep inside.
While Jon recovers, Elias will slip his collar on and play with his hair and maybe clean up his dripping cunt (or maybe plug Jon up, keep his cum inside where it belongs (where it can potentially breed him, if they’re both very lucky <3)). And then he’ll go back to his spreadsheets because neither of these two losers can be bothered with doing actual aftercare when they have Work. Once Jon’s certain he can stand he’ll walk (all shaky and wobbly) back down the stairs into the archives, feeling all blissfully fucked out, stress (somewhat) banished.
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