Is he a scary man covered in blood? Or is he my baby girl? Spot the difference
Is he a scary man covered in blood? Or is he my baby girl? Spot the difference
I think Jon wants sooo badly to be punished harshly for everything he’s done. And then he wants to be comforted, rocked back and forth and kissed on the forehead, told he did *so* well, he was so brave, that must’ve hurt so badly. While Jonah presses down on the bruises and Jon whines, trembling underneath him. It hurts so so bad but Jonahs talking to him so softly and fondly, stern but warm and loving, and he whimpers out a “dad, that *hurts-*” and Jonah chuckles softly and tells him he knows. Kisses his forehead. “Are you ready to make it up to me, Jon? Or do you need to be punished again?” Asking it like a genuine question. Sometimes when Jon feels particularly low he’ll want to be punished again. Until he finally tires out and sinks into subspace, whiny and ready to be forgiven. Jonah holding him so close while Jon gives him a handjob, carefully preparing him to fuck him (“breed you too, if we’re lucky”). Jonah could do it himself, but isn’t the point of this for Jon to *earn* his forgiveness?
All this to say I think Jon should squirt all over Jonah because he told him he forgave him.
Jon should burst into tears under the weight of knowing he’s so so loved even knowing how horrible he can be, especially because of his worse attributes. Jon should fall apart because Jonah offered him love and forgiveness. Jon should sob “thank you thank you thank you” into his chest and mean it. Jonah should hold him so closely and whisper all the awful things he’s going to do, and how good they’ll feel, and how much he loves him, and how good he is at taking them. Promise to breed him nice and full, to take such good care of him, he’ll never want for anything. He’ll make sure he’s a good boy, even when he doesn’t know how to be. It’s okay. His dad’s here now. He doesn’t have to worry anymore. And Jon should sob and whine that he’s close, he’s so close, and Jonah should chuckle because “already?” And Jon should whine all embarrassed and hide his face in his shoulder and-