Look I just think after everything jons been through he should get to brutally rip Jonahs statement out of him and it should be the most erotic thing either of them have ever experienced. They should both be sweating and shivering like mad. They should both look progressively less human throughout as the truths ripped out of them. I think it should start with Jon leaning over him breathing heavily and whispering “I’m so *hungry*, Dad.” And Jonah immediately knows what he’s about to do. And he wants to be devoured. He wants the monster that he created to know him, to See him, brutal and horrible and cruel, and be enraptured by it’s beauty in a way only the two of them can understand. He wants to be eaten alive. Okay. Do you get it. I want Jon ripping secret after secret out of him until Jonahs panting and in tears and fear and arousal and twisted adoration have all blurred together into what can only be described as love, for his archivist. His boy. I think it should start with Jon looking almost cold and just like he’s described in scrutiny but throughout it he just looks so so hungry and needy and like he NEEDS to understand needs to rip it all out of him needs to Know him and it’s terrifying and wonderful and freeing. To be loved by another monster. Jonah needs to be frantically touching himself. Jon should be so so wet. Maybe Jon can be eating Jonah out during this actually that would be so fun. Do you see my vision.
I need Jon to Ask, does he love him. Does he care. Did he mean what he said. And he rips all of Jonahs feelings about him out. That he wants him to know him so badly that he wants to create him, mold him in his hands and hold something so fragile and beautiful and growing, something brilliant in the making, something that cannot leave him, bound to him so deeply. Something so beautiful and terrifying and wonderful. I need Jon to dig at every little question he ever had. Until Jonah is shaking under him like he’s done underneath him so so many times. I am. Normal
Love that everytime I talk about a je concept someone goes “this is so good. What if we make it more toxic.” Ur all so right. What if we DID make it more toxic. What if they did have miniminal / extremely unhealthy aftercare. What if Jonah had Jon so so dependent on him. Subtly manipulated him into needing his guidance and help “de stressing” more and more often. What if it WAS more toxic.
This is the ideal je vibe to me. Do you understand.
