Thought too hard about elias getting jon a collar for his birthday and exploded into ten million pieces. Ough. Jon likes wearing it more than he should. Maybe he starts doing a thing of. He can’t ask for it but he Can put his collar on and it depends on whether or not he’ll pretend not to want this. Whether or not it’ll be that kind of game (and it IS another game now, even if he’s ashamed of that). Idk. I’m thinking
Ohhh my god wait au jon using the same tactics Jonah used to comfort him and manipulate him on canon jon…canon jon can’t help but be reminded of him. It’s very, very obvious he’s his father. I need au jon to be so fucked up when he tries to comfort jon okay. So genuinely loving and protective and angry on his behalf in a way he didn’t expect to be because he can’t imagine being neglected can’t imagine growing up without his dad can’t imagine being so alone. And also to be soooooo awful. And they should fuck about it. Do you think the fauxcest shit started as a comfort/manipulation thing. Well HIS dad’s not here so I’ll just be his family instead till then. And it spirals into something he maybe didn’t intend to mean.