2025-08-19 10:30:08 ¶ ●

supervision this morning with my secondary thesis supervisor who hates my useless ass with a passion. if anyone sees this please keep me in your thoughts. i have at least been too burnt out in the last few days to get anxious about it but that means it’s surfacing now instead. blergh.

2025-08-19 12:49:43 ¶ ●

survived the 1hr 45mins meeting… has my anxiety gone? nope. can i work with it like this? nope. gonna do some stuff around the house and then treat myself to some jonelias bullshittery later.