2025-11-02 0:19:51 ¶ ●

vibing at my halloween party rn. surprisingly many more people have recognised my cosplay than i was expecting! also forgotten how powerful wearing a lanyard makes you feel

2025-11-04 19:32:50 ¶ ●

ending a very long day with a very stressful Email Situation is quite possibly the worst way to end a very long day. i count myself as a resilient person but something about tech issues just brings me close to tears every single time.

2025-11-05 20:13:15 ¶ ●

unhelpful that as i am finally coming into the stage of fic writing where most of my scenes are fleshed out enough to consider moving into later stage editing that i am floored with anxiety about how i write elias specifically.

like obviously it’s not that big of a deal but???? this better go away soon i swear to god…

2025-11-07 14:36:22 ¶ ●

do y’all remember when i first started posting about this jonelias wip and i called it the shorter of the two je wips that i’m currently working on?

yeah. last night the ‘shorter’ one hit 10k. so. um.

2025-11-12 12:17:22 ¶ ●

sometimes doing a PhD is staring at the sentence you just wrote and wondering who in the hell let you into the doctoral school because what the fuck is that.

2025-11-21 18:35:08 ¶ ●

new jonelias fic up in a few hours or so (as soon as i get my shit together).

2025-11-21 22:15:28 ¶ ●

new jonelias fic is finally up! just elias forcing jon to rest and then getting really weird about it and worshipping him (featuring paranoid jon). (who also has a massive crush on elias. because of course). nothing sexual but a lot of it is suggestive and also has spoilers throughout so do heed the tags

https://archiveofourown.org/works/74553836

2025-11-21 22:23:21 ¶ ●

okay. phew. acts of reverence is up!

this fic was kind of a nightmare for me lol. it started out as something much longer and more complicated, but i decided to pull back when i could feel my mental health slipping (and because i decided i hated the original idea lol) so i genuinely feel like i’ve been working on it for years… but still, happy at how it’s come out. writing elias is kind of a nightmare lol. he doesn’t shut up, like, ever, but i really wanted to write a fic that leant into strange and slightly fucked up care, which i hope came across lol! also paranoid jon is such a treat. bless him, he needs a rest. i really enjoyed writing his inner thoughts so i think i might return to s2/s2 adjacent fics in the future

2025-11-21 22:31:12 ¶ ●

and now i have a cracking headache so i’m going to go lie down

2025-11-22 0:36:18 ¶ ● ⬈

martinblackwoodlover:

> “I want a morally complex character-”

> DUDE you couldn’t even handle Martin K. Blackwood

2025-11-23 23:26:00 ¶ ●

walked into one of my kitchen cupboards earlier and i can already tell that the bridge of my nose is going to bruise like hell. so that’s nice. not a great omen for the week ahead, is it.

2025-11-24 23:53:31 ¶ ●

thought i was going to give it a rest for a bit because seasonal fatigue and burnout are constants for me at this time of year, but nope. looks like that’s another jonelias au idea unceremoniously plonked into my head. i swear i was going to take a break from writing fiction!! fuck!!!

2025-11-26 11:26:48 ¶ ● ⬈

electriver:

> :(

2025-11-26 12:13:42 ¶ ● ⬈

rat-in-a-cloak:

> flat colors of some jon sketches…..