okay, going to come out and say it - new fic will be up sometime tomorrow!
this wip was kind of hell to write and i’m having a terrible time trying to figure out what rating it should have, but hoping that other people will find it fun!! it’s quite different from anything i’ve ever written before tbh (apart from the fact that i am still torturing jon. this time literally.)
Posted this hurt/no comfort fic on ao3 yesterday and forgot to post here about it! It’s a little strange and out of my usual comfort zone, but if you’re looking for a first meeting between eldritch Jon and protective Martin with a healthy serving of horror elements and violence then it might be for you!
s5 jon is just that one guy on a road trip who’s really well hydrated and has to ask to stop to go to the bathroom like every half an hour. s5 martin is just the driver on said road trip who rolls his eyes and goes ‘again???’ every time it happens, but it’s not like you can blame the guy, a man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.
supervision this morning with my secondary thesis supervisor who hates my useless ass with a passion. if anyone sees this please keep me in your thoughts. i have at least been too burnt out in the last few days to get anxious about it but that means it’s surfacing now instead. blergh.
survived the 1hr 45mins meeting… has my anxiety gone? nope. can i work with it like this? nope. gonna do some stuff around the house and then treat myself to some jonelias bullshittery later.
shoutout to the visually impaired people who put their lives in their own hands every single time they cook. (nicked my pinky finger on my veggie peeler and i’m just so frustrated at myself. took me an hour and a half to finish my lunch/dinner prep, think it might be time to bite the bullet and look into getting something safer. and to top it off the veggie peeler isn’t even that sharp).
but in better news my jmart sickfic is coming along very nicely. don’t want to say when it will be up because inevitably something will change that plan, but it’s getting there. (minus the fact that typing with a plaster on your pinky is so annoying oh my god).
having a fic idea for something based in canon is like whooo!! canon! the thing that i love! but it’s also like… oh no… i have to try not to get anything wrong otherwise i will look Very Silly on the Internet.
