November 2025

vibing at my halloween party rn. surprisingly many more people have recognised my cosplay than i was expecting! also forgotten how powerful wearing a lanyard makes you feel

ending a very long day with a very stressful Email Situation is quite possibly the worst way to end a very long day. i count myself as a resilient person but something about tech issues just brings me close to tears every single time.

sometimes doing a PhD is staring at the sentence you just wrote and wondering who in the hell let you into the doctoral school because what the fuck is that.

and now i have a cracking headache so i’m going to go lie down

walked into one of my kitchen cupboards earlier and i can already tell that the bridge of my nose is going to bruise like hell. so that’s nice. not a great omen for the week ahead, is it.

thought i was going to give it a rest for a bit because seasonal fatigue and burnout are constants for me at this time of year, but nope. looks like that’s another jonelias au idea unceremoniously plonked into my head. i swear i was going to take a break from writing fiction!! fuck!!!