unhelpful that as i am finally coming into the stage of fic writing where most of my scenes are fleshed out enough to consider moving into later stage editing that i am floored with anxiety about how i write elias specifically.
like obviously it’s not that big of a deal but???? this better go away soon i swear to god…
do y’all remember when i first started posting about this jonelias wip and i called it the shorter of the two je wips that i’m currently working on?
yeah. last night the ‘shorter’ one hit 10k. so. um.
new jonelias fic up in a few hours or so (as soon as i get my shit together).
okay. phew. acts of reverence is up!
this fic was kind of a nightmare for me lol. it started out as something much longer and more complicated, but i decided to pull back when i could feel my mental health slipping (and because i decided i hated the original idea lol) so i genuinely feel like i’ve been working on it for years… but still, happy at how it’s come out. writing elias is kind of a nightmare lol. he doesn’t shut up, like, ever, but i really wanted to write a fic that leant into strange and slightly fucked up care, which i hope came across lol! also paranoid jon is such a treat. bless him, he needs a rest. i really enjoyed writing his inner thoughts so i think i might return to s2/s2 adjacent fics in the future
thought i was going to give it a rest for a bit because seasonal fatigue and burnout are constants for me at this time of year, but nope. looks like that’s another jonelias au idea unceremoniously plonked into my head. i swear i was going to take a break from writing fiction!! fuck!!!