October 2025

feel like everyone should know that the only time i’ve ever dreamt about a fictional character was about six months ago, when i had a dream that jonathan jarchivist sims was my external phd examiner. bearing in mind i had only listened to half of season 1 at that point so that was the only frame of reference i had for the character, i was deeply offended when he told me that my thesis was shit and we started to argue over whether a book written by leitner was seminal enough to be a key source which would have made my omission of it a rather large oversight and then he failed me right then and there and i woke up angry. and that’s how i knew i was in too deep.

also something that’s never occurred to me before the relisten is the fact that literally every single one of jon and elias’s conversations can actually be described as an argument. my god do those two love to yell at each other. (and i love them for it).

made it to the start of s4 on my relisten which can only mean one thing: sobbing over jon trying to reconnect with martin post-coma whilst martin tries his best to avoid him.