Listen I love weirdly sexually perverted jonelias as much as the next person but you know what??? I really really love them in a father/son dynamic. Like, elias would be a shit parent don’t get me wrong, but he’s so arrogant and self-centred that it would undoubtedly cause jon to be become insecure and reflect some of that attitude back towards other people. Jon trying desperately hard to please elias and never really getting the support or confidence or acceptance that he needs from it. Elias going from calm almost to the point of gentleness to hard and unreadable at the drop of a hat. Jon thinking that it was probably his fault. Elias feeling guilty over it but reasoning that jon can deal with it on his own. Neither of them comfortable in their roles, hating each other but also loving each other anyway. Yeah, might just be going insane I dunno.
Posts in big fandom tags scary argh!! But I also have no one to talk to about tma so… this is it I guess!
One headcannon I really love with Jon/Jonah specifically is the hair. OG!Elias having long hair (because c’mom it fits the stoner stereotype) and Jonah cutting it cropped short once he takes over the body versus Jon, who starts his job at the institute so desperate to appear the competent and confident academic that he keeps his hair short-back-and-sides and lacking any kind of personality at all. Then it grows out during his coma and he keeps it long, a last ditch effort to keep a piece of himself human, and by the time the apocalypse has started he just… keeps it. Maybe because he can’t be bothered to cut it himself, or maybe because he feels it’s a kind of defiance against Jonah. You made me into this but you do not own me, it says. I am still myself. The humanity that you so laboriously tried to get me to shun is still here, and I wear it proudly.
Jon saying supplemental is actually just his way of saying chat send post.
Day 178473 of rotating Jonathan Sims in my brain like he is a rotisserie chicken.
Thinking about Martin in season 4 and how depression really does make you feel trapped and helpless and like all of your friends are distant and unreachable even though they’re technically still in your life and how you really do just go along with things even if they’re shit without ever considering that you might be able to change them because it’s easier than confronting the fact that you’re so numb you can’t feel anything anymore.