*through ugly tears* John was trapped in the darkworld again- thrown there violently by the king. He was stuck there for countless years- and he still remembered Arthur. He was willing to do so fucking much just to be back with Arthur. He just wanted a life back with Arthur. Guys. GUYS. The first thing he heard when he got back was Arthur playing the piano and longing for him just as much as he was longing for Arthur. John came back after lifetimes of being trapped and tortured and was instantly welcomed by Arthur sobbing tears of joy at his return despite being dragged off to his possible death. Arthur is the only thing that mattered and he was terrified of losing him again. IM SO NORMAL RIGHT NOW. IM SO NORMAL.