April 2024

valtsv:

valtsv:

the fact remains that body horror is an expression of intimacy. a grotesque and perverse one, maybe, but intimate nonetheless.

you have to know where the muscle and sinew connect and how they move, component parts coming together to form a whole, in order to alter their configuration. you have to know what the vital organs are and how they function to add to their number or replace them. to recognise something terrible, you need to be able to say where it went wrong. you have to understand every clench, flex, flutter, and twitch as if it were your own. you have to slip your fingers beneath the skin and run them along every surface, exploring them inside and out until you’ve committed the entire map to memory. to take something apart and remake it in your image, first you must love it.

bookwormingparty:

itchyeye:

itchyeye:

itchyeye:

itchyeye:

itchyeye:

itchyeye:

god i love this. I LOVE THIS. obviously we know gertrude kept the archive in disarray on purpose, but i’m also sure that a good chunk of that was just that like. the archivist has no drive to catalog. the archivist needs to know, not to record or to sort or to label. jonah of course keeps his mementos, his trinkets, his tokens, and talismans. jonah hoards the letters sent to him by long dead paramours. jonah collects objects of power. jonah logs and records and researches. but the archivist just. feeds.

this also sort of aligns w my working theory that in terms of avatars/monsters the dividing line is sort of like that old bit about how it’s fucked up that goofy is like a clearly sentient person-adjacent creature but pluto is just a normal dog

like jonah magnus is obviously purposefully eye-aligned, he draws his powers from it and he orchestrates the watcher’s crown. but he’s is also so much more driven and in control than like, the creature that lived in the ming vase, for example. or the thing crawling around under alexandria. or the big slimy tentacle thing that haunted benjamin hatendi. like peter lukas and maxwell rayner and simon fairchild they’re all such active agents in service to their patrons.

but jon is just. hungry. and some of that is for sure his own lack of agency between elias and the web. but it’s also i think that the archivist is more of a monster than an avatar.

dr-fanshawe:

what a curious thing to say

dr-fanshawe:

what a curious thing to say

can’t stop thinking about it. of course his body would be vulnerable only to jon. I’m not the biggest fan of s5, but the fact that the core of it is centered around the two of them is nice, I think. previous four seasons were about elias making jon, and now, when jon is thoroughly broken and much stronger than his creator, he wants his revenge. their whole “you made me and I will destroy you; I’m your legacy and I will leave you with none” is very tasty. could’ve been done so much better, though. but alas

prawndy:

everyone’s listening to the magnus protocol and i’m still obsessed with whatever these fuckers had going on

homunculus-argument:

Enemies-to-lovers, but instead of featuring a villain redemption arc, the heroic one is getting progressively more corrupt, unhinged and fucked up, and the one who was originally the clear-cut villain out of the two is just like “well mark me down as scared and horny”

nightmarilyn:

⚠️ TMA SPOILERS ⚠️ Oliver Banks 🖤

streetlight-halo:

A page of digital sketches of part-moth Jonathan Sims. His wings are multilayered and dark, with gold patterns and patches that resemble eyes. Two fluffy antennae extend from his head. There are four sketches on the page. The first is a bust in profile, where Jon is side-eyeing the viewer with a frown. The second is an enlarged drawing of one angry eye. The third is another bust, front-facing this time, Jon wearing a similar scowl. The fourth is a zoomed out drawing of his entire body, in which we’re facing him from behind. A substantial portion of the fourth drawing is taken up by his wings. The drawings are all set against a plain rectangular background of a very desaturated blue, with a border of lighter grey.ALT

joths based on this guy (@blurrycow thank you for tagging me!)

nineraeix:

nineraeix:

I remember now why I had actively banned myself from drawing Elias. I haven’t done anything else for the past 72 hours.

Congrats to Elias Bouchard for being the first character ever to convince me to do actual studies

what a curious thing to say

dr-fanshawe:

jonelias is so dear to me. elias watching jon and realizing softly Oh, you are just like me. jon, a couple of years later, realizing, devastated Oh, I am just like you

msbdoodls:

King of a ruined world why not ruin me instead…🤤

Maybe an Annabelle Cane doodle please?

foxy-alien:

bluishtones:

more fun with color palettes

pinkbeetroot:

obsessed with him actually

klm-zoflorr:

wolfythewitch:

Tma time travel aus are so funny because it’s almost always Jon beating the shit out of his old self while martin tells his past self to have more self confidence

And Elias…. I shant say

nineraeix:

Nikola doodles, I like the idea of giving her an anatomically wrong skin heart

nineraeix:

[PLEASURED EXHALATION] freak.

nineraeix:

he’s he’s he’s he’s he’s he’s

focsle:

HERE @ineskew and anon!
I’m very partial to MAG 127′s EYES ON THE INSIDE business, as well as the vibe of 16th-19th century anatomical drawings where people were posed just like…chillin w/ their guts.

greelin:

can you get that weird guy out of here please. I’m starting to feel a little bit flustered and i don’t want to confront & come to terms with that right now

nineraeix:

stupid bastard man (affectionate).

nineraeix:

stupid bastard man (affectionate).

hummise:

mag172

teafromthemicrowave:

flower symbolism my beloved

an entry for lukewarmtomatosoup´s dtiys on instagram (GO CHECK THEIR AWESOME ART OUT), i really like how it turned out so tumblr gets to see it too

dcartcorner:

ancient

oh sick an ask game???? mike crew mayhaps (he's on my mind, since my brother just got to mag 46)

sorry it got me so much time to respond, I didn’t have any thoughts

Sexuality Headcanon: pan lithromantic. doesn’t want to get into a relationship because he doesn’t care to commit, but he likes the feeling of falling in love (got it?)

Gender Headcanon: genderfluid, occasionally transfem, any pronouns. I think a stable identity is kinda antithetical to the freedom-loving Vast

A ship I have with said character: none

A BROTP I have with said character: maybe with Simon (she hates him) or Oliver. could be fun. also, he seems like someone who would get along with Gerry

A NOTP I have with said character: none

A random headcanon: you will get lightheaded if you are in his presence for long enough

General Opinion over said character: he’s okay, but I don’t really care. sorry

tildexart-deactivated20240902:

Jon cuts his hair after S4 and then at one point during the eyepocalypse he sees his reflection and notices that he looks all too similar to Elias

mordenandmerry:

I’ve seen so many versions of the tma finale where Jon is a distorted thing with a bunch of eyes floating above the ground but hear me out:

The moment Jon becomes the pupil of the eye, he looks even more like himself than he’s looked in years.

I dunno I feel like the implications are kinda sick.

fandom ask game!! I want to ask several if that's allowed

6. Show us a bit of a WIP!

12. What's the funniest or craziest AU idea you've ever come up with?

19. What's your favourite thing about TMA fandom?

24. What's your favourite thing about Jonah?

25. What's your least favourite thing Jonah said or did?

unending-vigil:

damn you’re asking All the questions. yeah okay 👍

6. i was going to share a bit of look to your laurels but actually have a different wip, working title being old clothes. in which jon raids elias’s wardrobe and decides to dress up as jonah magnus. though there is this one tasty bit of look to your laurels I’m excited for people to see

He glances longer, and realises that–no, it’s not just a near match; almost every detail he’d observed on the painting is on this same outfit. His confidence isn’t misplaced; he’s very familiar with the painting. It’s eye-catching, practically demanding his attention every time he sees it, though that is all the painter’s talent and has nothing to do with Jonah’s secretive little smile, or the way Jonah’s eyes seem to follow him.

(It’s not like he’d spent particularly long staring at the portrait. After all, that would be irrational, just as irrational as fixating on a dead man, because he is, well, dead. It’s not as though if Jon just looked hard enough, searched enough, they could someday meet. Because Jonah has been dead for nearly 200 years, and Jon knows that. He’s not an idiot.)

12. im trawling the discord messages give me a moment. OH. my persona au!!! I haven’t quite got the worldbuilding fleshed out but its also one of my favourite crossover aus I’ve made. i don’t know how much you know about persona but I think my decision to make elias not (typically) a combat party member was inspired. and velvet room attendant gerry…. (i will not go off too much that’d make this post way too long)

19. honestly with specifically the elias enjoyer corner of the fandom, on tumblr at least, i like that it feels sort of… cosy? wrong word. idk it feels like we’re all at least like peripherally aware of each other. we’re passing the posts around.

24. oh my god this is an evil fucking question how am I supposed to pick one favourite thing. his inside jokes about how he knows everything. how he interacts with jon. the. when he’s being an absolute cunt that’s awesome too. how do I pickkk

25. Two answers for this. in terms of said can i say i don’t like his voice. okay thats not true. i don’t like that his accent sounds similar to mine. it gave me like fight or flight instinct at first. on the upside i can do a great impression of him

but also like the apocalypse. jonah your apocalypse fucking sucked do you take constructive criticism. could you have at least shown up in it more.

tieflingfaggot:

eye man

swordsonnet:

text reading as follows:

More terrifying than a totally chaotic universe, I think, is the idea of one that presents us with the right choices alongside the wrong ones and we are too naïve, or stubborn, or scared, to take them. It's the idea that agency exists, but only to the extent that we can blame ourselves for what we did wrong. That the path forked miles behind us, but we only realized we took the wrong one once it's too late to turn back.ALT
lyrics reading: I always thought the choice was mine / And I was right, but I just chose wrongALT
excerpt from a magnus archives transcript. it reads as follows:

Archivist:
[Emphatically] I never chose this.

Elias:
You never wanted this, no. But I’m afraid you absolutely did choose it. In a hundred ways, at a hundred thresholds, you pressed on. You sought knowledge relentlessly, and you always chose to see. Our world is made of choices, John, and very rarely do we truly know what any of them mean, but we make them nonetheless.ALT

three specific kinds of terror, jacob geller / working for the knife, mitski / the magnus archives, ep. 92 “nothing beside remains”

polycoriad:

image

he’s not smoking again is he. he’s not smoking again is he. he’s not smoking again. is he

Jonathon sims

Sexuality Headcanon: bi ace. rarely experiences romantic attraction, but wherever he does, it’s quite intense (greyromantic, maybe?)

Gender Headcanon: he’s always nonbinary for me, but specifics depend on my mood. I often go with agender transmasc/transneu (as a form of projection, I guess), and he/they/she pronouns (in order by preference. I usually use just ‘he’ to make it easier for other people to understand)

A ship I have with said character: jonelias :) occasionally jongerry, but mostly je

A BROTP I have with said character: jongerry again, jondaisy. whatever is the opposite of brotp for Jon and Helen (they have similar identity struggles, and that makes them interesting for me, but also Jon doesn’t like her that much, so)

A NOTP I have with said character: uhhh I wouldn’t say I hate anything, but. maybe jmart. there’s a very specific interpretation of them that I enjoy, but it’s nonexistent in fanon, and everything else is annoying to me, so (no hate to anyone who likes them, though)

A random headcanon: with the s5 transformation, they gained some animalistic traits. which traits exactly depends on what animal you think suits the Archivist the best. I like to go with owls (chirping sounds, can turn her head further than a person should, maybe even wings), or a cat (glowing eyes, purring, predator instincts), or insects – moths are my favorite (wings and Sounds)

General Opinion over said character: I love him a lot! he’s my favorite aside from Jonah :)

harimenui-forever:

Jonah Magnus had a bad ankle, but it wasn’t because of some poor accident, it was entirely his own fuckin fault and it was really stupid

Answer me.... Michael (distortion) for the character ask game

oh, this is going to be disappointing, I don’t think about him much /lh

Sexuality Headcanon: just… none. human concept of attraction and love doesn’t work for the spiral. so unlabeled, I guess

Gender Headcanon: whatever makes your head hurt the worst. again, nothing is applicable for him, but whenever it’s in the human form, he pretends to be a man. also, I like to use he/it pronouns for it

A ship I have with said character: none. I don’t care enough to come up with anything interesting. a lot of people (including some of my friends) ship doorkeay, but I don’t get it (no hate to anyone who does, I just don’t see the appeal)

A BROTP I have with said character: maybe with Jon, but I’m not sure. if they were to meet a little bit later, they’d have a great dynamic (because of Jon’s identity issues), so from this angle – maybe? otherwise, I have nothing

A NOTP I have with said character: none

A random headcanon: it exists in condition similar to quantum superposition

General Opinion over said character: I really liked him when I initially listened to tma! but then I joined the fandom, and my opinion shifted to mild annoyance, which kept me from developing interest, so now I’m just neutral

SEND ME A CHARACTER AND I’LL DO THIS;

demrpmemesandinboxstuff-blog1:

Sexuality Headcanon:
Gender Headcanon:
A ship I have with said character:
A BROTP I have with said character:
A NOTP I have with said character:
A random headcanon:
General Opinion over said character:

SEND ME A CHARACTER AND I’LL DO THIS;

demrpmemesandinboxstuff-blog1:

Sexuality Headcanon:
Gender Headcanon:
A ship I have with said character:
A BROTP I have with said character:
A NOTP I have with said character:
A random headcanon:
General Opinion over said character:

wolfythewitch:

Hiiiii now that I no longer have to animate for school I want to. Animate for myself. Anyways pick one

jontim lone star

timsasha life’s a bitch

hector of troy army dreamers

tma just a man

Jon Elias rule 34 (not what you think fish in a birdcage I hate you)

also Jon and Elias Achilles come down

Peter Lukas they hate me because my daddy is rich

Jesus Christ father’s favorite lamb

See Results

Okay a few context screenshots lol

Lone star

Rule #34 by fish in a birdcage

Achilles come down

animalmuse:

animalmuse:

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate when a monster is loved and that love turns them human I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH. tell that thing that goes bump in the night that you love the way its fangs glimmer in the moonlight and the way its horrible gnarled claws are so gentle with you or GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!

^ Yeah

wolfythewitch:

Hiiiii now that I no longer have to animate for school I want to. Animate for myself. Anyways pick one

jontim lone star

timsasha life’s a bitch

hector of troy army dreamers

tma just a man

Jon Elias rule 34 (not what you think fish in a birdcage I hate you)

also Jon and Elias Achilles come down

Peter Lukas they hate me because my daddy is rich

Jesus Christ father’s favorite lamb

See Results

Okay a few context screenshots lol

Lone star

Rule #34 by fish in a birdcage

Achilles come down

jon and elias’ interactions are almost erotic sometimes, it’s so. what do you mean “details pulled directly from subject” (elias intruding jon’s nightmares to catalogue them because that’s what jon would want. because that’s something jon will appreciate later). what do you mean Pleasured Exhalation (jon trying to break into elias’ mind and elias enjoying the invasion of his privacy – even if it wasn’t successful). what do you mean monologuing through another (and you can’t tell me you’re not curious). what do you mean a shared statement (jon joining elias’ bliss, shaping it in his own way). what

secret-sageent:

I see we all have pretty big feelings about this fella and I want to see how drastically we are divided on this issue

Do you like Mr Bonzo?

Yes

No

No clue who that is but i like to press buttons

See Results

pls help this breach containment i really want to know

girlcaligula:

jon being glad he’s not-human enough anymore to hate the world jonah has created, to hate jonah himself. jonah being glad he’s still enough human to experience awe and pride, as he witness jon -his creation- ascend to the role of god.

hauntedteacups:

Imagine you’ve spent your whole life burdened with guilt and shame. You’re a burden to your grandmother. You should have died, but another child did in your place. You are not wanted. Imagine you’ve spent your whole life needing to be in control, because you are terrified of what happens if something controls you again. Imagine you push away and lash out at everything and one that tried to get close to you or help you.

And now imagine that someone chooses you. Someone who knows every single mistake you’ve made, everyone you’ve ever hurt. And simply doesn’t care. He chooses you anyway. He guides you, shapes you, hides the truth from you, but never fully takes control away from you. Everything you hate about yourself, everything you fear yourself becoming, he praises you for. And when everyone else is scared of you and hates you (when you fear and hate yourself), he embraces you fully.

thedevilscarnival:

hello jonahbarnshawe nation how are we doing today

vampantheon:

make your statement

focsle:

HERE @ineskew and anon!
I’m very partial to MAG 127′s EYES ON THE INSIDE business, as well as the vibe of 16th-19th century anatomical drawings where people were posed just like…chillin w/ their guts.

Okay here are some Magshawe prompt questions for your pleasure

1. Could Jonah kill Jonathan? Could Jonathan kill Jonah? I feel like they both have reasons to.

2. Who'd be willing to do cannibalism on the other?

3. Who do you think "died" first, Jonah's official death or Jonathan?

4. How do you think they met up?

5. Did they ever kiss?

6. Are they ever capable of being soft or are they stuck forever in passionate mode?

7. What if Dr.Fanshawe got time travelled to modern times and met Elias, would he fall again?

thswrtchdthng:

OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH

always coming in clutch, love that of you

1. well I’ve always thought of Jonathan as being quite a lot more physically strong than Jonah, so he definitely could kill him. I imagine it would be in a fit of that mix of rage and passion and fear and general morbidness that characterized the later part of their relationship. probably an accident too, and he’d feel equal parts like a hero for erasing an evil like that from the world and like absolute shit bc, well, he just killed the only person who understood him. he just killed his Jonah.

and as per Jonah, I don’t think he could do it himself (even poisoning him or shit like that, it’s just not his thing. I reckon he’d feel kinda meh about getting his hands dirty back then and he knows there are better things he could do). what he could do, and what he did in my interpretation of their relationship, is drive him to suicide. like just manipulating him and generally fucking him up emotionally and psicologically that he just kills himself yk. also in my brain it was a very gorey death, I might write something about that. of course, Jonah feels terrible about it too, but a man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do yk.

2. cannibalism as a metaphor for love is so them. both. idk what it’d take for Jonah to do something like that but he’s definitely not above it. I think a big part of his feelings for Jonathan in their later years together is the desire to metaphorically swallow Jonathan whole, which might translate to something literal. I’m not sure why or how, but he definitely could do it.

and Jonathan- well of course he could. I get the vibe that that desire to metaphorically devour the other was mutual, and along with his general Feelings by that point (the love, the rage, the constant panic, the distrust, the morbid curiosity) who knows what he could have done.

3. Jonathan. definitely. Jonah was not letting Jonathan outlive him, and I always thought the whole bodyhopping ordeal came as a surprise to him. so yeah he would’ve taken good care of Jonathan before anything.

although now that I think of it, the other option is also fun. Jonathan catching wind of the stuff going on both at the Institute and ar Millbank and being like “wtf are you doing now” but not wanting to give in to curiosity (and the need to see Jonah of course). Jonathan finding out about Jonah’s ‘death’!!!!!! he wouldn’t know how to feel lmao.

4. hmmm I always thought they might have met at some sort of conference (those did happen back then didn’t they) or symposium about some really morbid, really understudied branch of medicine (yk those that would piss off the church). Jonah did that thing where he starts asking the weirdest fucking questions like one asks about the weather and Jonathan was immediately like “he’s so clever and interesting and curious and unashamed I need to talk to him” and they just hit it off

my second idea for a meetup is back in their university days. Jonah didn’t study medicine (I have my own headcanon on that) but I think the general social scene was pretty open. maybe Jonah was out for drinks with some friends and saw Jonathan sulking in a corner and thought “interesting specimen, need to investigate”

a third idea I had was one of Smirke’s little gatherings, but I wanted to see if I could come up with something new lol

5. yep. and much, much more. I imagine Jonathan was very reluctant at first, but by the time they first kissed the tension was unbearable and Jonah was already, well, a whore, so they were fine in the end (no they weren’t).

6. wonderful question. I believe it’s a mix of both. like their deranged passion has a bit of helpless softness mixed in, and back when they could be soft (before their entire relationship went to shit) even that softness held a passion that made it impossible to think straight.

7. oh that’s a good one. for starters, it would be so fucking funny. like “what are you doing here” “what are YOU doing ALIVE. and how did you get there”

at first Jonathan would be absolutely outraged and disgusted by everything Jonah’s done, but then, of course, he’d get curious. in my brain Jonathan was one of the first Flesh avatars, back when they were discussing whether the Flesh was real or not, so I think he’d have fun with that. and he was always big on the modification of the body from what it’s born as to what you want it to be (Dr. Fanshawe said trans rights) so when he found out Jonah’d been straight up switching them around he’d be equal parts enraged and thrilled. can you imagine his reaction at how much medicine has progressed in the last 2 centuries? bby would be fucking elated.

Jonathan reading about modern medicine and being all euphoric while Jonah just watches him with heart eyes the entire time.

and it might get Jonathan far more into the Fears, especially into the Flesh. maybe he ends up like a different version of the Boneturner or something (and then monsterfucker Jonah kicks in and well, the rest is history yk).

this was so much fun tysm!!