also i cant explain it but suicidal jonah is so real to me
like jonah that metaphorically killed himself in order to survive. jonah that’s literally just a corpse under the institute. jonah that let jon kill him. jonah “I couldn’t stop you if I wanted to” magnus.
jonah ‘the only constant in life is death’ magnus. jonah thats been waiting his entire life to die magnus. jonah that probably knew jon would become as powerful, if not more, after the change, & knew jon would hate him to the point of murderousness, and let it happen. jonah that even didnt try and fight jon. jonah that was so calm in the face of melanie trying to kill him - and sure, they werent good attempts. but you have to wonder.