jon and elias’ interactions are almost erotic sometimes, it’s so. what do you mean “details pulled directly from subject” (elias intruding jon’s nightmares to catalogue them because that’s what jon would want. because that’s something jon will appreciate later). what do you mean Pleasured Exhalation (jon trying to break into elias’ mind and elias enjoying the invasion of his privacy – even if it wasn’t successful). what do you mean monologuing through another (and you can’t tell me you’re not curious). what do you mean a shared statement (jon joining elias’ bliss, shaping it in his own way). what