the only way jonah magnus could have been with his lovers without betraying them is for all his ambitions to be crushed beyond repair. horrible! guy you’re hopelessly in love with will only truly love you back if he has been Broken As A Person
and if you’re in love with him and you realise that would you even actually want him to love you back? because then it wouldn’t be the same man you fell in love with. and if you love him would you wish that devastation upon him?
to love jonah magnus and to actually understand him is perhaps to actually want him to never love you back with the same intensity as you love him. yay ❤️