October 2024

so normal about dehumanization of Jonah by his peers – both dehumanization as in seeing him as less than and dehumanization as in making him into a godlike figure. very very normal about the latter specificly. don’t ask me about that because I’d have nothing to say. because I’m so normal

sometimes, I feel weird about taking Jonathan Fanshawe, one of the few men who managed to escape Jonah, and making up his story in such a way that it turns out that he didn’t actually manage to do that. and then I realize how hot and cool it would be if Jonathan only thought that severing ties with Jonah would be enough to save him. if Jonathan’s hope that he could resist the natural disaster that Jonah is was just his naivety. if Jonah was more like a plague than a person to everyone around him – if you linger around him, you are as good as dead; there is no way to stop the progression of that illness once it touched you. no way to get out of the downward spiral of otherworldly horrors and madness if you were careless enough to let that charming handsome man lead you to the first steps of it. how fitting would it be if everything dear to Jonah rotted under his touch, first against his will, then for his entertainment. and I calm down ❤️

I definitely missed the anniversary, but it’s been over a year since I listened to tma and about a year since I admitted that I am obsessed with Jonah Magnus. I am yet to get rid of him, and I’m quite happy about that. I’m not as active here as I would like to be but I’m still very comfortable with the niche I occupy in this fandom :) and not to be sappy but I’m thankful for all the wonderful people that I’ve met here. thanks for being my friends, that’s very nice of you