good news everyone! ive come to the conclusion that the worst thing a character can be is unlucky
there’s no reason anything terrible should have happened to you. you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time, maybe with the wrong people. it could have been anyone in the world, and yet it was you. maybe it’s a blessing that nobody else will ever go through this. maybe it’s a curse that you will instead. maybe that’s a selfish thought. it’s all a game of chance and you spun onto that loaded barrel. you lost the roulette without even realizing - or maybe you did, and you just didn’t care. you’ll never be the same either way