January 2025

„I miss you.”

I have finished this silly podcast and I am BROKEN.

(my first scribble during s4 🥹)

I reeaaally liked MAG 142, cuz, I knew he was “feeding” but I didn’t know how TRULY horrifying it was for the people

and my engraved image of Jon, as this little, breakable, malnourished, please-get-some-sleep husk of a man, was interrupting with ✨the vision✨

as it its in my nature, I have come very quickly to loving the idea of proper horror-looking-eldritch monster jon and I will be posting the doodles soon 🧡

supple-MENTAL am I right-

I love how fast Jon spiraled between seasons

but of course I had to draw Jon as big-lanky-insecure (but fiercely protective) eldritch monster

and Mr. Monster-Fucker Blackwood

also
HELEN

(also monster!Martin)

(illustration monster!Jon)

golswia:

supple-MENTAL am I right-

I love how fast Jon spiraled between seasons

BAHAAHA SHITTING TEARS

golswia:

supple-MENTAL am I right-

I love how fast Jon spiraled between seasons

I heard some of you wanted it printed

here it is in his unhinged glory 🧡 (there is 15% off sale, so go grab it!)

lembians

SO I TRIED, to make a Martin-monster menacing, but every time I was thinking of FOG creatures, it was just something blobish, not quiet there, blurry edges.
He looks more like a ghibli fellow than an eldritch horror skskss.
Might explore more later. Now they lookin cute 🥹

(monster!jon post)

halo-desert-rose:

golswia:

SO I TRIED, to make a Martin-monster menacing, but every time I was thinking of FOG creatures, it was just something blobish, not quiet there, blurry edges.
He looks more like a ghibli fellow than an eldritch horror skskss.
Might explore more later. Now they lookin cute 🥹

(monster!jon post)

I think the Martin-monster design is pretty menacing in the way that it feels immovable like how depression can often feel immovable, if that makes sense

Also I think that the juxtaposition in shape language between “rounded blobbish shapes associated with friendliness” and “loneliness monster that is blobbish” can prove another layer of horror on its own. Like how you expect this creature to be comforting, or at least not a danger, but its actually a quiet danger that gains the victim’s trust before doing damage. Like how Mag 48: Lost in a Crowd had the Lonely be a source of comfort for Andrea Nunis before traumatising her

It’s fitting

!!!OH HOW I LOVE THIS! The horror of false comfort????? Y e s.

And your tags??? Golden.

“I am not, nor have I ever been, “adorable.” Especially now Martin.”

Just a fellow eldritch horror being grumpy. His boyfriend slightly amused.

(I am obsessed with this fake-cinematic-format, I need to make thousand more.)

(more monster!jon here)

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