32 for jonelias

wendy-comet:

inspo from this softer world strip, and richard siken’s ‘snow and dirty rain.’ surprisingly, the title is NOT from that poem, but it is inspired by it! jonelias, warnings for uh. all magnus stuff. and sadness. oops. 

hunger transcending the desire to eat

If Jon opens the door, he drowns.

So he waits and learns and listens, ignores the ever-growing itch at the base of his skull and the way that reading statements eases the itch temporarily. 

Then the walls come down on top of almost everyone he cares for in the Stranger’s illusory nightmare, and he doesn’t wake up for months. In his dreams, Jon wanders through mazes that don’t seem to belong to any single Power and he knows that he isn’t alone but he is so, so lonely. 

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