Hi do you have an ao3 account or just fic recs In general? I’ve been looking through your account and I feel like you read a lot of good ones.
Hey! Yeah! My AO3 is HERE! You can read the few I have myself or there’s my bookmarks!
I appreciate the confidence in my tastes. My apologies if it’s not exactly what you’re looking for. If ya want I can narrow the ones I have there into my top five?
Okay, so, decided to go ahead and make a reclist. Couldn’t really narrow it down to just five, so here’s eight of them. In sort of an order of faves and similar themes.
STOPGAP PROPHECY by PRISMATICAL
one shot, ~16k wordsI used to read this one basically every night when the last act of season five was airing. Brang me much comfort. Essentially, just Jon fucking losing it on everyone and them actually having an ounce of sympathy for him. Highly out of character (they would murder him and not even feel anything about it) but still. Kept me from going insane during it all.
WHERE THERE’S A WILL, WE MAKE A WAY by BUBONICKITTEN
34/? chapters, ~305k wordsLet me count the ways I love this fic. It has time/dimension travel as the premise is an alternate end-of-the-apocolypse Jon travels using Hill Top Road to when he was comatose/dead, it has frank discussions of issues the series refused to have when it comes to their treatment of Jon, it even has statement speech where Jon can only speak using quotes from statements.
Unfinished, although the author says she will. Please read.IT WILL BE THIS, ALWAYS by BLUEJAYBLUESKIES
10 chapters, ~52k wordsEver wanna read a fic where Jon brings up all the issues he and Martin has as well as his suicidal thoughts? And also where they get dangerously close to breaking up? Well. Here ya go. Set elsewhere, its an examination on how they cope with. Well. Everything. Lots of discomfort here with a ‘happy’ ending, and I wish they had actually broken up, but what can you do :/
A LITTLE BROKEN, A LITTLE BRIGHT by SWORDSONNET
10 chapters, ~79k wordsSimilar to the prior fic, a deep examination on all the issues Jon and Martin have or will have if they survived to elsewhere. Heavy on the suicidal thoughts here, though, as Jon is actively self harming in so many words. Doesn’t much include a discussion of breaking up like the prior does, but it doesn’t ignore that their relationship is not the best and they do talk about it.
THE WORTH OF A LIFE by AMBERASTRA
4 chapters, ~16k wordsJon dies! Sort of! Premise is a version where Jon goes along with the plan and hasn’t seen It’s A Wonderful Life so a phantom Gerry takes place of Clarence when Jon is about to jump off a bridge to shows him, and the others, that even if Jon hadn’t been around to 'cause the end of the word’, everything would still be FUCKED. Very cathartic, much emotional release, surprise in the epilogue.
“IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU” “IT NEVER IS” by IWANNABEYAHTZEE
3 chapters, ~10k wordsJon dies! For real this time! Completes suicide mid season three and the aftermath of what that brings. Spoiler alert, Basira takes his place as the Archivist. There’s a lot of character bashing of Basira and Martin being the vocal point of that, which doesn’t make sense to me, but as long as she gets hers I don’t give a fuck, lol. How’s it feel to be hungry? How’s it feel to be a monster? How’s that poetic justice? Pretty good it doesn’t seem.
Eat shit and die, Basira.UNLOVELY THING by RUNARELLE
7 chapters, ~29k wordsMost recent fic I’ve read and one of the few 'Jon goes through with quitting’ fics I have here. Not a lot of spite and anger, and it does have some moments of the others being uncharacteristically reasonable. Still. Fairly cathartic. Need to reread it, but I wouldn’t have bookmarked it if it wasn’t good, lol.
ASK AN EXEC[…] by SHNEYOPALS
6 chapters, ~43k wordsEpistolary, outsider perspective fic in a sense. Jon, under an anonymous pseudonym, sends questions throughout the seasons to a website seeking help. An injection of sanity into the insanity of the series, as it lays out the facts and talks them through from both sides of things. Sympathetic to Jon without coddling, understanding of the others without excusing them.
If you look through my bookmarks later, you’ll see a lot of fics I should get rid of tbh. Had a weird hanahaki disease phase. A lot of JMart in general. The big Supernatural Crossover I wrote also includes JMart in it as being, like, able to be healthy, but that’s cause it wasn’t about that, lol. So. Anyway. Hope this helps :)



