jontim needs to be horrifically one sided, it should be jon thought tim was cute when they first met but like he wasn’t gonna do anything about that, especially now that he’s tim’s boss and then tim starts watching jon’s door in a way that he can’t quite explain to sasha and then his anger leaves no space for that, but jon starts to love him the way an open wound love its knife and then he stops and tim yearns for something that could have been but maybe was never there
