So mad that the other archival staff were cool with Helen but kept hating on Jon fucking hypocrites
YESSSSSS YES YES YES YES LIKE… sorey im on mobile otherwise i would type more lmao but it is absolutely fucking MADDENING
especially painful bc i love helen and i love jon’s rly tragic relationship w the distortion and i end up feeling so RESENTFUL like. literally she is only there in the first place because of jon. she stayed in the tunnels waiting for him bc she’s scared and in pain and she’s changing. and she’s staying in this foreign place of power waiting for her friend to come back…. protecting his “friends” in the meantime…
and melanie and basira just sort of accept her help???? but when jon comes back and is doing his fucking best they all tell him to his face that they never liked him when he was human and they would rather he have died than comw back as whatever he is now
FLAMES!!! FLAMES. AT THE SIDES OF MY FACE.