A MAG A Day is on Parting and of course all the shitty ‘it was envy’ fanart has resurfaced to remind me of how little benefit of the doubt Jon gets. Cause genuinely…

What the fuck does envy look like?

Maybe I’m too autistic to understand how to read expressions but like. Genuinely. I have no clue what envy looks like or how you would even distinguish it from any other emotion. Most of the Jon parts of those fanarts make him look disgusted. Or staring intensely at Jonah, jaw clenched or mouth open. What exactly did Martin see on Jon’s face that crossed out disgust or hatred as what Jon was actually feeling.

And even then, even if he was envious, what was that saying about how first thoughts aren’t what matter but how you feel about them? Even if he thought it who’s to say he wasn’t disgusted by that thought and regretted it? Just like how HE WAS DISGUSTED BY BEING ABLE TO KILL NOT!SASHA. SOMETHING MARTIN SAID HE SHOULDN’T FEEL BAD ABOUT.

Not only that, but it’s very VERY telling how most of the other fanart of the season have Jon very clearly looking monsterous, with black scleras and multiple eyes and etc, even when not using his abilities, but they make him look absolutely normal here.

Cause of course this is just who Jon naturally is. Envious of the man who used his body to end the world. Who orchestrated his and everyone else’s trauma and torment and torture.