Thinking about how Jon was shamed for not wanting to die. Thinking about how when he told Daisy he’d rather be trapped in the bury instead of dead all she said was “that’s messed up” and he just laughed. Thinking about how Jon trying everything to not fucking die was used to parallel him to Jonah fucking Magnus as a character defect instead of just him being barely 30 and NOT WANTING TO DIE. Thinking about Jon and how in the end he was denied that final rest when he decided he wanted it.