It’s just so INFURIATING TO ME
How characters like Basira and Melanie and Tim get to be awful in a human way. A way that gets to be considered complex and understandable and justified due to their situations and past. A way that validates their autonomy even in the bad things they do.
While everything Jon does is a sign of him being a selfish and uncaring monster who all but begged Jonah FUCKING Magnus to turn him into a WMD, a puppet, who uses his history as an excuse to minimize and shift blame for his actions and failures.
I am so tired.