Your name is Jonathan Sims you hate yourself and have self destructive tendency’s. most people hate you as well and think you are a monster and actively avoid you. You are extremely isolated. Ok. And as a bonus your only friend is the cop who brutally assaulted you and who you know planned on murdering you. twice. Ok. Oh and she viewed you as a prey item as well uh huh alright cool. she repeatedly dehumanized you as well and made you feel the most powerless and scared you ever been and actively still has to hold back from maiming you. You know this. She is your only friend because you are both monsters. You are both alone.