Okay but like genuine question. Saw someone bring up the scene immediately after Jon smites Not!Sasha and like. Bring up the guilt and shit. And my question is. Sure he enjoyed it. Why does that erase the disgust he felt? Why does that enjoyment in the moment override the self loathing afterwards? Why does everyone act like that Jon’s true nature is to enjoy smiting things and not his reaction to it? Blah blah blah those emotions don’t stop him from doing it in the future blah blah blah. Yeah okay. I’m still confused. Cause Martin basically gave him carte blanche to continue doing it. Until he decided it was bad. What other signals is he supposed to listen to when everyone told him his were wrong? This isn’t about culpability this is about me being confused about what Jon was even supposed to do? What was the win scenario here? What was he supposed to do to prove his humanity when they kept changing the rules? Cause I’m starting to think they never were going to. I’m starting to think he could’ve done everything they told him to and it still wouldn’t have been enough.