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Okay. Skipped yesterday and decided I’m only gonna do two going forward again cause I don’t know why I’m trying to get all 40 of this season watched before Halloween I don’t actually careeee. Twice As Bright. Goddamnit.

## MAG 89

I am not going to enjoy this. I do not like hearing screaming and yeah.

Blah blah blah what kind of coat could he wear that’s so hilarious blah blah blah lamb metaphor is apt but rude so fuck you blah blah blah compelling starting ahhh bluhh blah blahhh.

God. I find this so annoying. I don’t even know why. Jon sounded horrified when Leitner told him he was a part of the Eye. Why is he now… embracing it? In a way? Idk how to explain it. Just. Mmmm.

He’s practically begging her to kill him. Is it so crazy to believe that maybe he genuinely doesn’t care if he lives or dies regardless of his ‘choice’ to fully become? I’m calling it. He’s actually suicidal throughout the entire series and the only reason he struggles to survive is because it is so hard to fight against our survival instincts. Can’t smother yourself, y’know…

It’s funny to me that we know Jonah is a killer and yet it’s still considered just a rumor. As if he wasn’t the type to kill. As if. The Eye. Doesn’t murder.

🧐

“The audience is only safe when the story isn’t about them.” is such a baller line. Wild it comes from Jude of all fucking people.

Statement time. I don’t careee. Lesbian accountant coke addict with a penchant for arson gets wrapped up in a cult who cares they’re a dime a dozen. Not even worthy of note. Annoyinggg.

I wonder why some become fully only after dying while others don’t. Here it makes sense in a way. Sacrificing your life and any life after fits the Desolation. Decay is an extant form of life, as well all know, so that makes sense vis a vis the Corruption. But the Eye??? I guess they just had to get Jon marked by the End somehow.

Honestly I don’t think it’s a requirement but it’s interesting to think about I guess.

I wish they would finish their sentences. You don’t WHAT Jonathan??? Want to feed it??? Want to walk this path??? Pretty obvious to me, but you’ve got to spell it out to the idiots in the back. And also, y’know, not ask what to feed it. Just cause you want to know. Nor listen when she gives you another lead. God you’re so frustrating sometimes.

I’m done. Not gonna hear him scream.

## MAG 90

Body Builder. I like this one. It’s boring.

Oh. Wait. Hang on. Hearing Jonah Magnus speak. Gonna vomit real quick.

Okay I’m back.

Anyway, I don’t know why I’m shocked that even though Tim is (correctly) bitchy towards Jonah he’s still like… ‘you are aware of the bullshit going on with this place’. That’s all I wanna say.

Now its body dysmorphia the episode.

I’m gonna actually read Jared’s statement when I get to it in season four, as a contrast to just completely skipping both of his cause his voice makes me want to literally vomit, cause there’s a very interesting perspective where you can think that he genuinely wanted to help this dude be happy in his body but obviously warped to feed the Flesh. But also he was a bully even in adulthood. So what is going on there. Just a little curious.

Huh. Yeah. Boring. And super short. It’s one that does stick with you though. The descriptions and the build up (pun intended) are good. Nice little breather after Jon is thrown… from the fire into the pot?