Up to Hive (ep 32) in my relisten and. I don’t think I can overstate how. Visceral. It felt. The first time I listened to it. For those fifteen minutes, I wasn’t me. I was Jane. And it was horrifying. When Jon came out of it the way he did, I was right there with him. I think I stopped breathing for a while there. Almost wanted to stop listening entirely. Genuinely freaked me out.

I don’t know where I was going with this. Just. Hive.