juliensorelapologist:

guess who finally finished tma. anyway episode 200 is mmmm. okay I actually liked the ending a lot, and I loved Jon’s decision ‘cause. okay. “oh he’s selfish and suicidal” sure! sure, whatever but also the great horror of this post apocalyptic world has been that there is no other option than victim and perpetrator (the exceptions being Georgie and Melanie, which is not the best tone choice for me but). and that is what the final decision is! will you (and the world, but right now the world just feels like you five) suffer and die, or will you pass it on? and character wise, for Jon, whose survival to the detriment of others is literally seen as his biggest sin, chosing to not pass it on is just. it’s so good. it’s such a good ending

and then he backtracks. this pissed me off i’m sorry. oh so he really dies for nothing and still plays into the Web’s hand come ooooon can he get agency for five minutes i’m begging