I don’t believe in martin’s love because I love people like that and this type of feeling does NOT survive collision with reality. you still love that person. you think you don’t have expectations but you do and them going against those expectations breeds resentment and contempt. you have an idea of how your relationship is supposed to be and when it’s not that you get upset! and you know it’s unreasonable so you just let the yourself rot! it doesn’t work out!
is this martin blackwood hate please