2026-02-02 0:17:39 ¶ ●

Cigarettes are tied to the Web. Weed is tied to the Vast. Vapes are tied to the Lonely. Explanation:

- cigarettes: a representation of addiction in general. Something you start doing out of your own free will, and it feels good at first so you keep doing it. But the longer it goes on it becomes a compulsion, someting involuntary. And it's starting to affect you negatively and getting more and more out of hand, making you question whether you even had control over it in the first place. But you did choose this, you made the decision to start, and it feels good, or at least it felt good in the beginning, and maybe you even want to stop. After all, there is nothing preventing you from quitting, you're doing this because you want to, and surely just one more time won't hurt

- weed: cause u get high like fear of heights an aspect of the vast get it

- vapes: what if when peter lukas vanished he didn't disappear into the fog and instead he actually took a fat hit of his vape and hid behind the smoke

2026-02-02 19:41:02 ¶ ●

Jon doodle. Joodle?

2026-02-03 21:48:46 ¶ ● ⬈

martinblackwoodhater:

> opo55omrevolution asked:

> trolley problem: do nothign and martin blackwood and 20 innocents die, pull the lever and only 1 innocent dies what do you do

> wrong! i have tied him to the rail himself and there will be no other casualties because i am deft and adept

2026-02-03 23:02:38 ¶ ●

You people talk about martin blackwood like hes an injured little puppy you found on the side of the road and personally nursed back to health

2026-02-05 11:28:10 ¶ ● ⬈

mx-dragon-faye:

> Yes ace people can have sex still. No that doesn’t mean you should write every ace character as sex favorable. Let ace people not have sex.

2026-02-05 23:36:54 ¶ ● ⬈

martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> I think what made people feel the need to create "new" fear categories that the Smirke's fourteen "missed" was the fact that they themselves narrowed the original categories down to just a few (mostly aesthetic) traits. "I came up with a New and Completely Separate fear that doesn't fit in Smirke's fourteen" open your mindddd Smirke's categorization is just a collection of colorful umbrella terms you can fit whatever you want under there

> Additionally the categories aren't even able to exist in a manner that completely separates one fear from another. They not only can but NEED to be mixed

Throwback to the time I tried to have a discussion about how the fears can have other elements assigned to them than just the ones most prominent in canon and someone straight up said to me that they see the slaughter as just "anger issues". I need to find the screenshot hold on

Even dumber than I remembered

2026-02-06 14:19:14 ¶ ●

Would anyone care if I posted my list of potential tma-related urls. I got a lot of them and am indecisive

2026-02-06 15:09:58 ¶ ●

Since two of my dearest mutuals care. Here are all tma-related urls I could come up with that weren't taken plus an unnecessary explanation for each of them. Under the cut cause it got long

Keep reading

"statements-end": classic. Tma-related but also nonspecific. Focused on the podcast being finished. One of my faves

"janeprentissenthusiast": jane is one of my favourite characters I ♡ her

"helendistorted": same as above plus a super secret more personal reason that I won't share

"from-the-heights": ex altiora was already taken

"alivingchronicleofterror": relates to the Archivist. I love Jon and talk about him constantly so it would fit my blog contents

"archives-of-fear": pretty much same as above. Slightly more cringe though

"gerry-klucz": gerry *key*

"buried-eyes": I just like the rhythm of it. Other than that it's a nothingburger

"horrortea": sums up the average tma fan. Very cringe but not *that* bad

"znieksztalcona": "distorted"(fem). I'm just a casual enjoyer of the spiral though so it's not very fitting

"tapesandthoughts": tapes are the core element of the podcast. Pleasantly vague but also cringe. Makes me think of Martin recording his poetry for the "lo-fi vibe" (bad)

"first-hunt": my favourite tma episode. I really love the suspicious hiker...

"gruesomeheights": most variations of "literary heights" were taken

To sum up most of these are mediocre but I can't be martinblackwoodhaterfan forever it's too LONG. Just "martinblackwoodhater" is pushing it and the three additional letters only make it worse. No matter what I'll end up changing it to I'll still remain mr hater's fan in spirit

## so. which one?

- statements-end
- janeprentissenthusiast
- helendistorted
- from-the-heights
- alivingchronicleofterror
- archives-of-fear
- gerry-klucz
- horrortea
- znieksztalcona
- tapesandthoughts
- first-hunt
- gruesomeheight

Ran out of poll answers. Sacrificing buried-eyes since it's lame

2026-02-06 17:32:10 ¶ ● ⬈

sillyandquiteawkward:

> allo ppl get to play with sex favorable asexual characters when they can show me they understand a sex repulsed/adverse character. can you love an unromanceable companion in a video game without downloading a mod to have sex with them to make your relationship with them "valid". can you acknowledge that canonically ace character doesnt want to have sex or get into a relationship with blorbo #2 and is there other parts of their relationship you can pay attention to that isnt about them having sex. can we pretend that airplanes in th

2026-02-06 22:10:23 ¶ ●

Gerry Keay

2026-02-08 15:20:27 ¶ ●

Another joodle

2026-02-08 17:16:09 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> > If you seriously unironically think Martin is a monsterfucker then you must've listened to the podcast with your ears plugged or something. His disdain for the inhumane couldn't have been expressed any clearer than it already is

> Let's say, hypothetically, that Martin really did love Jon. How interesting that would be then, to have a man look at his beloved, notice all the traits he passionately despises and considers them morally wrong, and keep loving him anyway. Seeing past the morally dubious parts of him and straight into the person Jon truly is, under all the traits that were forced onto him against his own will. This could've been really beautiful and heartwarming if they actually had any meaningful conversations in canon aside from either arguing or bantering. Whatever my point is you don't have to add random traits to Martin to make their relationship unique or enticing. You don't have to ignore canon you don't have to fit jmart into the "monster x monsterfucker" box I'm begging you stop doing that and use what's already there please

2026-02-09 15:31:44 ¶ ●

So jonmartin is a valentines day tag but none of the other tma ships are. Not even georgiemelanie who are also canon. This is ridiculous those boring gays get everything

2026-02-09 15:51:47 ¶ ●

I kind of want to draw something magpod related for valentines day but I can't decide

## what should I draw

- jongerry
- sinister yuri (jane x helen x nikola)
- martin x the lonely
- something else actually

2026-02-10 14:21:13 ¶ ●

Can't believe tumblr showed me this gem. And it's from user ihatejonahmagnus too... we are basically siblings in hate you are not superior

2026-02-10 21:56:22 ¶ ●

Anyway. Hunt!Tim chasing endlessly after the shadow of his dead brother. Suspecting somewhere in the back of his mind that it's all futile and he is long gone, but still not stopping the fruitless search. No longer being able to tell whether he even wants to find Danny at all. Just lost in the chase.

2026-02-11 10:17:15 ¶ ●

I hate tma so so much. But I can't stop loving it no matter how hard I try. My own personal hell

2026-02-11 11:24:27 ¶ ● ⬈

manueladominguezliker:

> Thinking about how Martin’s status as an Avatar is wholly separate from himself. I’m directly talking about Also Martin. How, in order to show both Martin’s domain AND keep him the ‘human’ to Jon’s ‘monster’ they literally made another him. When we have no other indication that it was something other Avatars of any type did. And is pretty fucking antithetical to the Lonely as a concept. Martin completely denied the fact that he also perpetuated trauma and could CONTINUE TO DO SO because the one causing the trauma was physically an entirely different being.

> Meanwhile Jon was literally puppetted as an eight year old and his paranoia at possibly having his autonomy taken from him AGAIN as an adult was laughed at and a sign of him deflecting blame.

> Whatever. Dunno why I’m annoyed. I’m sure it was supposed to show that he denies culpability. And not. Y’know. Actually the show denying his culpability. I’m sure I’m just a dumb fucking idiot.

2026-02-11 13:40:04 ¶ ● ⬈

martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> There's this misconception that in s5 Martin was bloodthirsty and wanted to kill. No, he didn't. He just wanted these people dead. He didn't want to do the killing himself. He used Jon to kill for him, so that he wouldn't have to feel guilty about it. And I'm sure that if he was the one with the power to kill, he wouldn't have been as eager to abuse it. Because then he would have to take responsibility for his own actions for once.

2026-02-11 13:47:56 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> I hate tma so so much. But I can't stop loving it no matter how hard I try. My own personal hell

Prev all ur tags are real af but

THIS. THIS SPECIFICALLY. You get me fr

2026-02-11 15:57:39 ¶ ●

Diversity win! The living mannequin who kidnapped you and threatened to rip all your skin off is transfem!

2026-02-11 22:31:16 ¶ ●

Every time you limit any of the Fears to just a single aesthetic element a Gerry Keay dies

2026-02-11 23:17:25 ¶ ●

Aroace jongerry is my ultimate truth

2026-02-11 23:29:24 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> Aroace jongerry is my ultimate truth

Target audience reached in record time 🌟🎉

2026-02-11 23:53:02 ¶ ● ⬈

elias-rights:

> “We were planning on having Martin have a really interesting and nuanced arc but the fandom believed in softboy Martin so we just lazily portrayed his flaws without any acknowledgement from the narrative, allowing the fandom to see said flaws as endearing.” Way to ruin your own story, you fucking sellout. [Kicks a fucking chair in anger.]

2026-02-12 9:24:40 ¶ ●

runasulienadanika asked:

finally someone who doesn't like jmart and ships jongerry. i have found my people

Yayyy yaayy yippee!! 🎊🎉🎉 hiii hello!!

2026-02-12 9:35:42 ¶ ●

Anonymous asked:

i saw your tma usernames ideas, are you perchance polish?

I am 😔✊️🇵🇱

2026-02-12 16:24:39 ¶ ●

My wonderful gerrymike fantasy in which they beat the shit out of each other over a Leitner then go out for drinks immediately afterwards

2026-02-12 19:30:32 ¶ ●

My beautiful gothmetalhead wifehusband and his short pet freak that bites

2026-02-12 21:49:39 ¶ ●

Jon is the bravest person in the whole podcast btw

2026-02-12 21:51:03 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

runasulienadanika:

> runasulienadanika:

> > *takes a deep breath* jmart criticism post. i don't have anything against jmart shippers. my dear mutuals (and other people) who ship them, please don't hunt me for sport. thankyou.

> > spoilers ahead

> > ( @girlfailureinc thank you for giving me the courage to post this)

> > Keep reading

> > (i might be rambling a bit because i'm a bit irritated ngl)

> > the quote "it would be good if it were good" perfectly describes my feelings towards jmart. i expected to like this ship, but ummmm

> > i'll try to make this as coherent as i can. let's begin.

> > i knew that they were going to be together, but when i actually listened to the podcast, their relationship seemed so unrealistic to me. maybe it's my aroace (demi aro?) ass speaking, but they literally went from

> > Jon doesn't like Martin, Martin has a crush on him -> Jon is paranoid that Martin wants to kill him, Martin still has a crush on him -> Jon is on the run after brutal pipe murder, Martin thinks that Jon brutally pipe murdered someone -> Jon is in a coma, they don't interact for 6 months -> Jon wakes up from the coma, suddenly caring about Martin more than about anyone else, Martin is isolating -> AND SUDDENLY THEY'RE A COUPLE???

> > again, maybe it's my aromanticism speaking, but how can an office crush evolve into love? especially that they weren't friends before? maybe i missed something, but i never noticed any major bonding moment, maybe except when Jane Prentiss attacked, but after the attack Jon was super paranoid and didn't trust anyone. he stopped hating on Martin but that's all. so the shift in s4, when Jon randomly started caring for Martin felt so random? the whole "let's gouge out our eyes and run away"? i just can't get it.

> > additionaly, and this is my opinion only, they had absolutely no chemistry. no history. i don't really ship jontim, but i'll use them as a counterpoint. because Jon and Tim had history, had drama, they were friends, they both were traumatised by the fears, they both came to the institute with a purpose, they couldn't trust eachother anymore, they hated eachother, they died together. that pairing has substance, meanwhile Jon and Martin don't really have anything in common. no shared interests, nothing. and dare i say that Jon and Gerry, in their 30 min conversation, had more chemistry than Jon and Martin in all the 5 seasons.

> > their relationship dynamic COULD'VE been interesting if some things (that i'll list) were acknowledged and adressed:

> > the majority of the fandom portrays them as this "uwu cute couple" which they're NOT.

> > Martin doesn't love (if this can be called love) Jon. Martin loves the human version of Jon that no longer exist. he has a problem with Jon using his archivist powers (the others also hate Jon for that, but yk, the others barely like him), EXCEPT for when it's useful (killing avatars)

> > Martin calls the other avatars "monsters", meanwhile Jon is literally one of them. he is no longer human. IN FACT Martin also isn't fully human, but he chose to ignore it and live in denial, while encouraging Jon to kill people that are like him because in his view they are inherently evil (when in reality most of them didn't ask for that, for example Oliver Banks).

> > Martin is constantly annoyed with Jon making statements (he even punched him, there's no excuse for that). ik that the apocalypse is a stressful sutuation, but Jon needs them to survive.

> > this kind of a relationship, with one person loving a no longer existing version of the other, while hating the kind of people that his loved one now is, and the other person being with the first because they want anyone to care about them even a little bit, could be very interesting, IF ADRESSED IN THE WRITING.

> > but instead they were made into this cutesy couple and didn't have any serious conversation about their relationship.

> > i'm ending the rambling now, i'll add things if i remember anything else.

> > and hey. ik that this looks like i'm a hater (maybe i'm a little bit), but absolutely no shade to anyone who ships them. who am i to judge. peace and love on planet earth and in fandom spaces🕊

> i feel the anxiety coming, once again please don't hunt me for sport! peace and love in fandom spaces!

2026-02-12 23:16:33 ¶ ● ⬈

jupiteristired345:

> s5 Jon

2026-02-12 23:26:47 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

tmtheodoremartin:

> Do you think Martin ever heard the tapes of Jon talking about Gerry? I'd assume not, but oh my god, if he was jealous over Oliver, these would be new levels. Untapped levels of Martin Blackwood's jealous ass. Tbh I don't like canon teaholding so I'm perfectly fine with fanon JonGerry melodrama.

> "That'll be our Gerard 🥰" Yeah okay Jon you'd better hope your awful boyfriend doesn't hear you.

2026-02-14 14:33:01 ¶ ●

Happy Valentine's Day! Have a yuriful Saturday everyone 💗

2026-02-14 14:47:05 ¶ ●

Since it's very popular to arrange the Fears into the colour wheel, and the podcast itself uses a colour wheel metaphor to describe the way they function, does that mean certain Fears cancel each other out? I don't mean it in a "rivalry" sense, more like... say you fell victim to the Eye, and in order to escape it you lock yourself in a pitch black room. Or you fell victim to the Buried, so you decide to go on a very long cruise or something.

Could you become a servant of one Fear by escaping another? Theoretically you would still be afraid - afraid that once you "let go" of one entity, the other one will get you. Kind of like with Salesa's camera (was it a camera?) that he used to hide himself from the apocalypse. Could it work that way? Or is the source of the fear more important?

2026-02-14 20:40:50 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

inhonoredglory:

> martinblackwoodhaterfan:

> > Jon is the bravest person in the whole podcast btw

> via @martinblackwoodhaterfan

> THIS ACTUALLY. One of the dearest things to me about Jon (because oh how relatable 💔) is how much he interprets everything about himself as weak or shameful. TMA demands our empathy to figure out that you can’t take what this man says at face value. It demands the kind of empathy you should be exercising IRL when faced with similarly depressed and traumatized, negative-self talking, unreliable narrators.

> Engaging with TMA is an exercise in understanding trauma and what it does to a person (and that’s so deeply intentional on Jonny’s part) and that may be the number one reason why I love it so much.

2026-02-14 21:09:35 ¶ ●

Does anyone else ship Helen with Jane and Nikola or is it just me over there

2026-02-15 14:53:11 ¶ ●

I am stuck in a hell of my own making

2026-02-15 17:06:51 ¶ ●

Caught in a web

2026-02-18 17:31:30 ¶ ●

My ugliest drawings have the most notes. I dont understand

2026-02-18 19:30:59 ¶ ●

I talk way too much shit about the characters for someone whose favourite part of the podcast are the statements

2026-02-19 20:00:18 ¶ ●

That funny feeling you get when you're certain one of your coworkers is secretly plotting to kill you