#i only like jmart if its a memory of a relationship long over lowkey. #bittersweet memory of safety and familiarity that was never really there. #not having to constantly guess if youre in danger or not. #youll just talk to your partner. your coworker. your familiar. you find out your worldviews and morals are drastically different. and you shut up #cause you dont want risking this relationship. even if youre incompatible even if you dont fit together. #youre the only person who has stuck by me this long. even if youre keeping me at a distance its still small enough to yank you closer #if needed. if just for a sliver of comfort. an imitation of normality. something neither of us could truly have. but together we can pretend

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