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annabelle–cane:

> annabelle–cane:

> > annabelle–cane:

> > > martin, for all his faults, at least knows when he’s being self-destructive. he is acutely aware, even. jon, on the other hand, will look directly at daisy and say “it’s all very rational, my back up plan for if I couldn’t get you out of the coffin was that it would just kill me and if that didn’t happen I was hoping that you’d just kill me.”

> > jon knows that depression and ptsd exist but he thinks he’s immune to them and that all his fantasies about being put down like a dog are merely the reasoned thoughts of a scholarly mind

> or, to be fantastically blunt: jon doesn’t think he’s suicidal, he thinks he’s right