Wretched Thing That I Am - MoonlightAndDust - The Magnus Archives (Podcast) [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Martin Blackwood/Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Basira Hussain & Alice “Daisy” Tonner, Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist & Alice “Daisy” Tonner
Characters: Elias Bouchard | Jonah Magnus, Jude Perry, Other Characters Mentioned, various Avatars
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Monster Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Canon-Typical Violence, Body Horror, Fix-It of Sorts, Includes Art, i drawed it myself :), Daisy and Jon deserve to be best friends, Jon is Beholding’s specialest little boy, Beholding Avatar Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Self-Acceptance, of a sort, The Magnus Archives Season 4, One-Shot, Beta Read, Love Confessions, the inherent romance of your partner turning into a monster to protect you
Summary:

Jon doesn’t snap when everyone he knows turns their faces away from him.

Jon doesn’t snap when Melanie, shocked awake by the removal of her own Thing inside of her, gores his shoulder with the scalpel he dropped.

Jon nearly snaps when Jared Hopworth plunges a hand smoothly into his chest to grasp at his ribs, and he feels the Boneturner’s fingertips brush past the Thing inside of him.

Jon doesn’t snap when the Buried swallows him whole.

Jon doesn’t snap when he Looks into the heart of the Dark Sun and eats it whole.

Jon doesn’t snap when the others Intervene.

He doesn’t snap even when Martin kills the last of his hope.

He doesn’t snap.

He doesn’t snap.

He doesn’t snap.

He won’t. Snap.

…

Until he does.