I just thought of something and now I’m in my (platonic) JonDaisy feels and I’m literally sick I will never recover from this

Okay so you know their intimately fucked up friendship dynamic where she hurt him out of fear, she later helped him anyway because they had a common goal and a common enemy to rally around, then they bonded in a moment of trauma, and she protects him, and they’re best friends, and she’s one of the only positive relationships he has left in season 4 even though she’s weird and gruff about it, and they love each other, and despite all of this she never asks him for forgiveness for the hurt she’s done and he never gives it to her?? What dynamic does that sound like to you.

Siblings.

THAT’S HER LITTLE BROTHEERRRRRRRR FFFFUUUUCK ME, HE HURT HER AND THEN SHE HURT HIM SO MUCH IN RETURN, THEY HATED EACH OTHER, THEN HE SAVED HER ANYWAY BECAUSE SHE’S ALL HE HAS LEFT, AND NOW SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH AND THEY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO JUST MEET AND BE FRIENDS WITHOUT THIS FUCKED UP WEB OF SHARED AND MUTUALLY INFLICTED TRAUMA FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME THEY MAKE ME SICK