2025-08-01 0:01:28 ¶ ●

I am so weak for the ‘Jon looking for comfort in Elias bc everyone else thinks he is a monster’ trope.

“Elias, am I still human?”

“Oh Jon… You are so much more. Can’t you see?”

Additional points for Elias adoring Jon like a God. Looking at him as if he were a miracle. Taking pride in Jon developing new powers.

Elias letting Jon use compulsion on him. Elias feeding Jon his own statement from the past.

Jon getting accustomed to the fact that Elias is always watching. It starts to bring him peace. It shifts from being watched to being watched over. Protected, under care.

“I will be watching.” Said Elias with a smile.

“I know,” Jon answered gratefully.

And Jon sees him. For the first time, he truly sees Elias. He sees Jonah Magnus. He sees his flaws, anxieties, dreams, nightmares, and fears. He sees his devotion and determination. He sees himself through Elias’ eyes, and it’s so different from how he perceives himself.

And he takes it all in, accepts it all in, and through that accepts himself as he is.

“Can you see now, Jon?”

And Jon can only nod, not able to speak.

2025-08-01 0:19:09 ¶ ●

I put myself in prison so you could know exactly where to find me.

Elias Bouchard 🤝 Hannibal Lecter

2025-08-01 20:48:55 ¶ ● ⬈

preacherboyd:

> Hannibal | 1x10 Buffet Froid

Tell me this man is not Jon Sims. Look me in the eyes and tell me that.

2025-08-01 23:47:38 ¶ ●

Blind Elias Bouchard headcanons (ft. Jon Sims, Peter Lukas, and Martin Blackwood)

Or, how to torment Elias even more than before

(bit of JonElias, Lonelyeyes, and Jmart)

- he got blinded (by Melanie, by Jon, by Martin, by any other avatar, it does not matter - although if it’s Jon, it gains new favours )
- he lost connection to the eye; therefore, he can’t lead his Institute anymore (Jon became the Head of the Magnus Institute, and oh, he struggles )
- The first thing that hits him is overpowering panic and the realization that he is going to die; his eyes are damaged, so he can’t jump bodies
- depression, grief, anxiety follows, and team up with disorientation, desperation, and chronic pain
- Peter, back from the Tundra, finds him in their shared apartment, and he takes care of him in the only way he knows how by taking him into the Lonely
- Elias slowly fades, he hardly remembers his name, he remembers that he knew a man named Peter Lukas once, but nothing more, he remembers the thrill of being a pupil of the eye, but just the feeling, not the whole situation
- Jon is doing his best, but it’s hardly enough. Without Tim and Sasha, it’s challenging; he keeps remembering them and Martin…
- They grew apart with Martin since Jon took Elias’ position. Martin got closer to the Lonely, and Jon got closer to the Eye
- So Jon turns to the only person who can help him - Elias
- but Elias is hard to find now, covered in a thick fog of the Lonely, hidden by Peter Lukas
- Jon hires two new assistants, and he immediately sees an Archivist potential in one of them ( he quickly cut him off, trying not to encourage him, doing everything to stop him from becoming another Archivist ) - he failed, failed terribly bc the space that he gave was everything that was needed for a new Archivist to rise

Supplemental!

After Jon found him, Elias works along with him, and a new Archivist is arising. One day, he (new Archivist) gets back to the Institute marked by one of the entities, and he is delirious. Elias quickly kneels next to him to help, and Jon just freezes. And one terrifying thought appears in his head.

Maybe it will be better to kill him now.

And bc Elias spends his time in the Institute mostly, Beholding found a way to him, and he sometimes can hear or know. And he picked up Jon’s thought. And his first instinct was to fight, but he quickly realized.

1. Jon is far more powerful now. More powerful than him.
2. Jon is the head of the Institute. It’s his decision to make.

So he slowly gets up and takes a step back.

2025-08-03 23:44:04 ¶ ●

5 times when Jon asked why +1 time Elias knelt

1.

The first time was accidental.

Jon sighed, irritated, and looked at Elias, who slowly poured himself a glass of whisky.

“Why?”

Elias’s hand shook suddenly, and he almost dropped a bottle. He blinked, swallowed, and bit his lip, slowly putting the bottle down. It was expensive after all. He turned around, composing himself, and smiled at Jon.

“Don’t worry, Jon. I am sure the situation will resolve itself shortly.”

Jon sighed in frustration, not realizing what he had done.

2.

“You are acting odd, Elias. Why? What am I doing?” Jon demanded, and Elias sighed, tilting his head back. Pleasant. Tempting. But he waited, breathed through compulsion, and exhaled slowly. Long enough for Jon to know that he is answering of his own volition. Elias picked up the pen and smiled.

“Complusion. It’s one of the… perks of this job. Forces people to tell the truth. But you are not quiet there yet, Jon.”

Jon eyed him carefully.

“Not quite there yet,” he repeated, watching Elias, and Elias almost shivered.

3.

“Why?” Jon slowly sat down across Elias.

Elias let the compulsion spread over his body. It was dreadful, it was crushing, it was exquisite. He opened his mouth, and the Archivist was staring at him, eyes wide open. And the compulsion whispered so sweetly, and it was so very tempting. Elias exhaled quietly, shaking off the compulsion with little trouble.

“You should rest, Jon.”

The Archivist hummed, displeased, and turned his gaze to the well. Elias swallowed disappointment.

4.

“Why?”

Elias shivered and drew a breath, trying to compose himself.

“Jo..n. Mh…” The compulsion crept under his skin, sinking its claws into Elias’ mind. It traveled up his spine, making him arch his back. He exhaled and leaned on the wall, blinking rapidly.

“Why?” the Archivist pressed, and Elias almost gave up. Almost. He did not manage to bite back a moan. Jon frowned, taken aback, and the compulsion fell, leaving Elias panting against a wall, and leaving his Archivist utterly shocked and disgusted.

Elias chuckled under his breath and slowly fixed his hair that fell over his face. He sighed, amused when Jon left without another word.

5.

Elias always took his break at 2 pm. Today was not an exception. He sighed and leaned back in his chair, and for just a few seconds, he closed his eyes.

Jon opened the door suddenly and stormed into his office.

“Why?” He asked, and Elias opened his eyes, for the first time in his long life, taken by surprise. His mouth opened, and his eyes almost rolled back. He grabbed his chair, taking a deep breath, words stuck in his throat. Jon saw pure shock on Elias’ face and waited, staring at him.

Elias shivered and forced his mouth shut, fighting with a wave of overpowering need to speak, to tell, to be known.

“Not quite there yet, Jon.” He finally said, smiling tightly. The compulsion died, and Jon huffed, frustrated, and left the office. Elias breathed out, grabbing his tie and yanking it off.

Not quite yet there, but dangerously close.

+1

The moment Elias saw Jon’s eyes, he knew he wouldn’t be able to resist. He froze and took a step back.

“Jon…”

The Archivist smiled knowingly. Elias’ back hit the wall, and he took a shaky breath, bracing himself.

“Maybe we can talk it out?”

“Time for explanations has ended.” The Archivist stated. It was final, and Elias’ legs almost gave out under him. Almost.

“Jonah Magnus.” The Archivist said slowly, deliberately taking a step towards Elias, and Jonah shivered in anticipation. The feeling of being seen and known washed over him as he tried to protest once more.

“Kneel.” The Archivist ordered.

Jonah gasped and fell on his knees, crushed with a wave of compulsion.

2025-08-09 10:43:39 ¶ ● ⬈

unfairlyfallen:

> More EyeTrauma! For all of the zero people who requested it, I love each and every one of you dearly. 👁️🫶

> This piece depicts an attempted telling off, and Elias being willfully ignorant to the concept of personal space.

> (Second image is the full drawing, click for acceptable resolution)

> This is a pose I made a while ago and finally got around to doing something with. I’m also trying to get better at sketching and being okay with less than perfect results.

2025-08-12 15:51:41 ¶ ●

AU Where there is Jon as fully developed Archivist and his ex-boyfriend Martin is fully developed Lonely avatar.

And one day Jon and Martin form other universe appeared and they are so sickly in love with each other.

And Lonely Martin and Archivist Jon are SO bitter about it. Like they would look at Martin and Jon comforting each other or just trying to figure everything out in a new place and they would be like:

“Disgusting. Can you imagine?”

Only that they can both imagine it very well. Bc they used to be like that too. And it hurts so deeply.

2025-08-14 23:45:51 ¶ ● ⬈

deathnguts:

> I can’t stop thinking about that post about Jon and Elias licking each others eyeballs as foreplay (in reference to an article saying young Japanese couples were doing that irl and should stop) and their form would be different when they licked the others eyeball… Jon’s softer, velvetier, and droolier while Elias is more forceful and kinda flexes his tongue so he can lap properly by the way

2025-08-15 23:11:55 ¶ ●

Jon sighed, massaging his temples. The tape recorder clicked and fell silent. That statement felt dry, almost as if Jon was chewing sand. He scowled to himself. He needed something real, something…

“Jon.” Martin smiled, “I will make tea. Do you want one?”

“Ah.. no. No, thank you, Martin. I.. I will take a break.” Jon decided and stood up. “I think I need some air.”

“Oh… Right. Right. Was it a bad one? Statement, I mean?”

Jon opened his mouth and then nodded only as he was leaving the room.

It was not bad enough.

The next thing he remembers was sitting across from a young woman who was crying hysterically.

“Please, please stop.”

Jon flinched and quickly got up, leaving the café. He ran back into the Archives and closed the door behind him, breathing heavily.

“J-jon… Are… Are you alright? "Martin blinked.

"Yes.. I… I didn’t want to be late,” he said. Martin chuckled and shook his head. Jon smiled tightly, “I should have eh… Slow down.”

“Archives are not going to run, Jon.”

Jon nodded again, and he suddenly turned around, knowing that the door would open. After a second, he was met with Elias’ pleased smile.

“Hello, Jon. You had a fulfilling walk? ”

Jon scowled at him and closed the door with a loud thump that made Martin jump.

“I… I didn’t tell him.” Martin said quickly.

“I know, Martin. I know.” The Archivist said.

2025-08-18 11:53:51 ¶ ● ⬈

edettethegreat:

> # Elias Bouchard’s Observations of the Archivist’s Progress

> day 23

> I told the Archivist to get a follow-up statement from Sharon Menon. He began asking questions like “Who’s Sharon Menon?” and “How do I contact her?”

> We have a long way to go, but these are hurdles we will overcome.

> day 157

> I sent the Archivist to buy more stationary from Monde du Papier, a store he’s never heard of in a neighborhood he’s never been to.

> He managed to navigate there successfully, but paused frequently as if unsure of himself.

> day 202

> At the start of our quarterly meeting, I asked in Swedish for the Archivist to retrieve my Montblanc pen from my office. I intentionally left it in the bottom drawer rather than in the cup on the desk.

> The Archivist returned in four minute with the pen.

> postscript: Upon his return, Mr. Blackwood asked him what language I spoke in, to which he appeared confused.

> For someone who has made such progress in Knowing, he seems to remain rather unaware.

2025-08-24 22:22:07 ¶ ● ⬈

unfairlyfallen:

> Okay everyone, so, I wouldn’t usually share this stage in my process (I won’t even lie, it is due to a lack of faith in my artistic ability) BUT, I am happy with how this one is coming along, and it has enough form at this point that you can see the idea.

> Here is THE VERY BEGINNING of the ‘EyeTrauma Hades and Persephone AU’ art piece that I have been meaning to get around to for a bit now.

> (Yes, the pomegranate seeds will be horrible clusters of eyes, thank you for asking. 👁️🫶)

2025-08-28 9:54:28 ¶ ●

Ah yes Odysseus how Jonathan Sims of you

“All I hear are screams, every time I dare to close my eyes

I no longer dream, only nightmares of those who’ve died

Nothing’s what it seems

Nothing’s what it seems”

Underworld - Epic

“What if I’m the monster? What if I’m in the wrong?

What if I’m the problem that’s been hiding all along?

What if I’m the one who killed you every time I caved to guilt?

What if I’ve been far too kind to foes, but a monster to ourselves?

What if I’m the monster?

…

If I became the monster and threw that guilt away

Would that make us stronger? Would it keep our foes at bay?

If I became the monster to everyone but us

…

Then I’ll become the monster

I will deal the blow

And I’ll become the monster

Like none they’ve ever known

So what if I’m the monster lurking deep below?

I must become the monster, and then we’ll make it home”

Monster - Epic

2025-08-28 20:19:23 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

dukes-hickory-horned-devil:

> dextheartist:

> > not-so-archive:

> > > Ah yes Odysseus how Jonathan Sims of you

> > > “All I hear are screams, every time I dare to close my eyes

> > > I no longer dream, only nightmares of those who’ve died

> > > Nothing’s what it seems

> > > Nothing’s what it seems”

> > > Underworld - Epic

> > > “What if I’m the monster? What if I’m in the wrong?

> > > What if I’m the problem that’s been hiding all along?

> > > What if I’m the one who killed you every time I caved to guilt?

> > > What if I’ve been far too kind to foes, but a monster to ourselves?

> > > What if I’m the monster?

> > > …

> > > If I became the monster and threw that guilt away

> > > Would that make us stronger? Would it keep our foes at bay?

> > > If I became the monster to everyone but us

> > > …

> > > Then I’ll become the monster

> > > I will deal the blow

> > > And I’ll become the monster

> > > Like none they’ve ever known

> > > So what if I’m the monster lurking deep below?

> > > I must become the monster, and then we’ll make it home”

> > > Monster - Epic

> > @dukes-hickory-horned-devil someone else sees your vision

> i’m right about it, they’re so similar (i scream as they drag me away)

*watching and humming *

When does the reason become the blame?

When does a man become a monster?