uhh some of my very cool very complicated feelings on all three:

on the desolation: i fuck with fire. and there is such a rage inside of me. if i could melt things i would do it no hesitation. i’m like the sun, but not sunshine, i mean heat and fire and death.

on the lonely: i love personal space. i love being distant. i get tired of people very very fast and sometimes i just dislike everyone for no real reason.

on the vast: i would so much rather be an insignificant part of the universe than an individual who matters. i fuck with space, the sea, and the sky. also i love fast movement. i genuinely enjoy when i’m on an airplane and there’s turbulence, or when i’m on a bus and the bus driver is driving way too fast. that’s enriching for me. if i would fall forever i’d have a lot of fun i think