i do not know how lucid jonah’s internal monologue was during the eyepocalypse but god i hope the eye kept purposefully showing him jonmartin. i hope he was up in the panopticon floating mid-air just crying his eyes out going “it should’ve been me. i should’ve been his manipulative codependent boyfriend”
yeah exactly. imagine you reach omniscience, but one of the side effects is being constantly aware of just how unloved you are. imagine watching the love of your life prove again and again that he does not love you, he will never love you, you are unloved.
i feel bad for him the way i feel bad for a broken computer. like oh, you’re going through something, but i don’t think i’m supposed to feel bad for you. i don’t think there’s enough to you to feel bad for. but i still feel weird seeing someone to take you apart in front of me