i think jonelias should always be about jonah’s desperation to be understood. i think he should cling to jon with both hands and sob and beg “please, please, please don’t leave, not you, you can’t leave, i need you, i need you to listen, i need to be heard, i need to be seen.”
i want you to know i cannot stop thinking about the phrase “dirty little eyesexual”. why do i feel like he would definitely get off on being called that
ANYways. you’re so right. no one’s ever truly Looked Back at him until jon. after two centuries of Looking, being Looked At has to be the most overwhelming, satisfying, embarrassing, relieving sensation ever. like i know we all make fun of him for the [PLEASURED EXHALATION] thing but tbh i’m impressed he didn’t start straight up moaning and crying and telling his entire life story.