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‼️TW: Abuse ; SA ; Violence against women ; Gore ; Broken bones

TMA SONA/ TMA OC

🌸Dollface 🥩

Dollface was raised in a big family being an only girl. Since her birth she didn’t have any autonomy over her own body and choices, bring extremely overpamped by her mother who treated her dother like a doll to dress up and project into. Any protests again that were met with harch criticism and beating which only added to the top of unachievable body and behavior standards placed over her head.

Despite being extremely attractive, Dollface was never aware of that part of herself growing up , or any part at all for that matter, after being denied autonomy for so long she never learned to connect with her real name, her wants , her character , her body. But what she did connect with was anatomy. Organs , viscera , bones - parts of her that were only hers , connecting her with other humans.

As soon as she was given a sliver of independence, Dollface fled from her family house going on a rampage of self discovery. Her openess to the world , nativity and will for discovery opened her for new connections , knowledge on how the world saw her and being killed for the first time. First time of many.

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I really wanted to explore AFAB flesh avatars connected to violence women face. Her need in carnal devotion turned into murder every time. Perhaps she would’ve wanted to give somebody a change to kill her off , but her God is too amused by the constant suffering to let her go so easy . Bringing a concept of “ you’re just a piece of meat ” to the extreme

God’s favorite princess

Character inspiration:

- Tomie ( Juji Ito anthology)

- Bella Baxter ( “Poor things ” movie )

- Nurse Bendy ( “Moral Orel” TV series )