aro!Jon who has spent his entire time rolling his eyes at people saying love is what makes us human (it doesn’t). Jon who is trying to hold onto his humanity and turns to romantic love because what if it is true? even if it it’s, people believe to love means to be human, it’s easier for them to see humanity in those who love
and maybe Jon even manages to convince himself those feelings are true and real and not an exaggeration. maybe he just didn’t have enough time to recognise those feelings