2025-01-31 19:36:28 ¶ ●

Thinking about Jon with a piss kink. It’s his first institute event as head archivist and he NEEDS to make a good impression. And he’s so anxious and unhappy but he’s trying because Elias Insisted. And then he gets this thought, what if he wet himself in front of everyone there?

Not that it would happen, of course. Jon can (and does) easily access the bathroom if he needs it, and he only has to go once. Still, the thought keeps nagging at him. What if what if what if?

There’s so little else to occupy his mind that it eclipses almost all his other thoughts. The humiliation as the stream of pee floods his trousers, the relief of finally letting go after trying to hold it in for so long… he flushes with shame when he realizes that he is, in fact, getting wet from the thought.

But he can’t stop himself from going further. Elias so disappointed, annoyed. Mocking, maybe. Degrading him for losing control of himself like that, yanking down his pants to show the whole room Jon’s quivering, piss-slick thighs. And maybe Jon lets out another stream of urine, a little shameful moan as he pees himself some more in front of all these people.

Maybe Elias would notice how aroused it had made him. Would let out a cruel laugh and tell Jon to bring himself off, then. To rub his cock and show every other employee and donor in attendance just how much he loves this.

Jon can’t meet anyone’s eyes for the rest of the night. Is flush with shame and arousal. And, of course, begins helplessly touching himself as soon as he gets home <3