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sparky-is-spiders:

> Obsessed with aro Jon who is vaguely repulsed by the idea of romance or sex with real, existing people, but who catches feelings easily and often for people with whom their is some comfortable degree of distance from his life. Who has something of a crush on Jonah Magnus, sees himself in the man described in letters and papers and the scant few accounts of his life which exist, who enjoys his fantasies of being courted and romanced by Jonah because there’s that comfortable 200 year distance sitting snugly between them…

Jon who has sexual fantasies of Jonah as well… who imagines what it would be like to be taken over Jonah’s desk, in Jonah’s bed, who pleasures himself to the thought of Jonah’s touch.