2025-03-02 22:33:56 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Goddd. Do u ever think about Jonah offering to take jon with him after s4 and him saying no. Do you ever think about Jon up at night in the safehouse wondering why he isn’t happy. Do you ever think about Jon just wanting his dad back. Do you ever think about Jon trying so hard to get better but all he can think about is what would’ve happened if he’d just said yes. If he’d gone with him. If maybe, maybe, Jonah had meant it.

> Do you ever think about them reuniting at the panopticon. Jon staring at him. Jonah smiling, waving him over. Asks if he can get him something to eat. Jons shaking. Jon isn’t going to fall apart. He’s not. Do you ever think about Jon having a corruption arc all season. Jon who’s so so lonely and afraid and leaning into Jonahs touch, whining desperately because he’s so alone and nobody wants him and Jonahs still so insultingly gentle even after everything. Thinks about Jonah smiling sadly at him. Thinks about. In this. At whatever thr mag200 equivalent is. Jon finally breaking. Leaning into his touch and he whimpers, shaking , and maybe. Maybe he asks, did he mean it. When he asked him to come with him. When he said he wanted it. When he said he could be his father, he could care for him properly, he could be his son. He could take care of him. Did he mean it? He doesn’t ask it, but thr questions obvious: Is it too late? Can he come back? Does he still love him? He’s tired of trying to be a good person. Can he give in now? Can he be his dad again? Does he still want him?