2024-12-31 23:12:32 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparks-out:

> sparks-out:

> > sparky-is-spiders:

> > > I think Jon should meet his past self and I think it should get. Like. REALLY fucked up and fun and maybe sometimes skin-crawlingly unpleasant for both of them and also whoever’s unlucky enough to be caught in the crossfire

> > To be clear I think they should have sex.

> Not just sex either but like. Absolutely terribly unsafe BDSM hatesex. It’s sooooo bad. The aftercare is terrible and sometimes absent. They both get so nasty and cruel sometimes because the self-hatred is so entrenched in both of them. Mostly I want future!Job punishing past!Jon for all the things they blame themselves for, everything they blame them both for…

Evil future!Jon is even better because I think it would make it soooo much worse. Adding Beholding Kink into it. Compelling the truth out of past (s1)!Jon about how he did believe the statements, maybe even recording his own… fond and irritated by turns, maybe working with Elias to have them marked, maybe trying to do the rituals themself, maybe just living their best monster life. I like the image of them sitting and Watching while past!Jon takes a live statement, nervously explaining that it’s a routine observation, all above-board. Future!Jon compelling him afterwards, forcing him to explain how good, how right it felt to take that statement, maybe even licking him out as a reward for good behavior…