2025-02-09 15:52:41 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Jon who WAS elias’ pet but who was abandoned in S4. It’s so stupid that. After everything else Elias has done him refusing to see Jon hurts the most. But it does.

> Jon digging his old collar and leash out of his desk. Putting them on and tugging on them while he masturbates. But it just isn’t the same. Crying after he finishes because he’s so tired and stressed and lonely. And he feels so Awful. Jon trying all the things he used to do with Elias on his own. To be a good puppy. A good kitty. But it’s not the same without Elias’ love and praise and affection.

Peter should catch him digging his old collar and leash and shit out of Elias’ office btw. Should say that, well, since he’s looking after Elias’ institute, why not look after his pet, too? And Jon sort of wants to say no but he’s so fucking desperate and resents Elias for abandoning him and he NEEDS to be touched and used like that that he (reluctantly) agrees. Maybe Peter had to offer something else too actually idk I’m tired as hell…..

It’s terrible. Peter is often negligent, enjoys bringing Jon right to the edge then leashing him up and abandoning him for hours. Likes Jon warming his cock but is Much more sparing with praise and affection than Elias (always offers just enough to Hurt when he takes it away). But Jon is so lonely. And part of him likes that it hurts. It’s easier to justify sleeping with Peter when it always seems to make him feel worse. He doesn’t deserve the comfort or pleasure he’s seeking unless it’s somehow painful.