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Jon who comes into Elias guardianship a little older, maybe age 12, and who spends the next several years living like a ghost in Elias’ house. Never asks for help unless absolutely necessary, twists himself in knots to avoid putting any “burden” on Elias, spends most of his time alone in his room. Fascinated by Elias and his work but avoidant of direct interaction beyond the bare minimum at first, and even once he gets more acclimated he’s still shy. Starting to develop sexual feelings for Elias that leave him lost and confused. Having regular fantasies where Elias adopting him was all a ploy to keep him as his free use breeding/sex toy. Where Elias keeps him locked up in the house with him 24/7 to use his holes whenever he pleases. Loving and firm and gentle and barely even acknowledging when Jon fights back or begs for Elias to let him go or asks him not to do this. In many of them he’s already pregnant with Elias’ first baby and Elias is always careful to treat him gently. Often Elias also “helps” him eat or use the bathroom or bathes him and “rewards” him for good behavior with sex and punishes him for bad behavior with more sex. And Jon is miserable and swimming in guilt and confused and terrified that this means that there’s some secret part of himself that really wants to be kept as Elias’ personal sex toy. And I think Elias should use his powers on him. Maybe as punishment, or maybe because Jon was curious and asked. But I think Elias should tell Jon how he knew about his little fantasies all along. Watched him touch himself to the thought of Elias raping and impregnating him while he was tied to Elias’ bed. And that he knows the real reason it appeals to Jon. That he spent so many years feeling guilty for existing. Feeling like he was a burden on his only caretaker for eight years. Afraid he would be dropped by his new guardian at the slightest inconvenience. Of course he fantasizes about being so wanted he isn’t allowed to say no. Of course he fantasizes about being kept and cared for against his will, by someone so determined they’ll ignore every bite and kick and plea to stop. Of course it would appeal to him, being kept and loved and wanted so much that nothing he could do would ever be enough to make it stop. Elias holding him so so close as he tells Jon in explicit, excruciating detail why the fantasy appealed so much, why he kept returning to it again and again no matter how wrong it felt. And it’s okay. He understands. Would never judge Jon for his desires.

But it doesn’t help, does it?