December 2024

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I. I need to see Jon pregnant so so bad.

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I. I need to see Jon pregnant so so bad.

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I. I need to see Jon pregnant so so bad.

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I. I need to see Jon pregnant so so bad.

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Love a good “Elias braintortures Martin by showing Martin his relationship with/to Jon.” However the version I cannot write but desperately need in my life: Elias shows Martin not only that he fucked Jon but that he fucked Jon pregnant. Showing him how Jon begged for it, how Elias bred them over a desk (whether Jon knew what Elias was really trying to do or not), but keeping just enough hidden that Martin doesn’t even get to know what Jon looks like naked and fucked within an inch of their life. How Jon barely thinks of Martin at all, but how they’re so obsessed with Elias that they’ll let him take them over his desk, in a bathroom stall, let him cum inside of them…

I need it……….

Well. No fic today BUT as my xmas gift to you all (or my Wednesday gift to those of you who don’t celebrate lol): the fic that’s basically this concept. It was written months ago and in Minecraft, so the qualit is kinda low lol. Let me know if you want a transcript (look it’s almost 11 and I be Tired).

Warnings for:

• Transmasc pregnancy
• Let me know if I should tag for anything else.

Ok gonna pass out now

Jon and Elias fucking right before the Scottish safehouse era is SUCH a delicious au. Elias finding Jon before he goes and against his better judgement Jon lets him in for one last night together (maybe they have to be extra quiet, because martin is in the other room and Jon REALLY doesn’t want to explain to him why Elias is inside both Jon’s flat and Jon himself.

If you’ve been here for more than .2 seconds I’m sure you know where this is going btw. Elias doesn’t find out until Jon is on the train. Has the idle thought that he’ll need to make sure Jon gets some statements sooner rather than later to keep the baby fed, pauses, goes over that thought again. Checks in on Jon and Knows that it took. He’s not sure what to think or how (and if) to factor this into his plans) but a part of him is so Very pleased that Jon is carrying Elias’ child with him now, unable to ever really escape him when even Jon’s own body (his womb) is so desperate to tie them together…

Jon finds out few weeks later. Has to try and figure out how to explain to Martin how he ended up pregnant when they haven’t had sex. If he even wants to keep the baby (this piece of Elias that was left to him, when the man himself is so far away)… GOD the drama.

Sorry I don’t have many coherant thoughts lol. This au is mostly Vibes.

It should go without saying that when I say “Jon is my comfort character” I mean that I comfort myself by imagining him pregnant and suffering for it sooooo much <3

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It should go without saying that when I say “Jon is my comfort character” I mean that I comfort myself by imagining him pregnant and suffering for it sooooo much <3

By which I mean it should be rough and difficult yes but it should also be a major source of stress in his life and complicate his relationships so damn bad.

Love Elias watching Jon masturbate… at first Jon doesn’t know who it is, thinks it’s their fear of being seen naked and sweating and vulnerable in such a private moment, but then later… well later they know exactly who it is, but every time the need for release becomes too strong to resist. They try to keep it simple, perfunctory, but often they’ve waited so long that they need several orgasms to cool their libido and so they keep going, maybe for hours (and they just can’t admit what the idea of someone else Seeing them like this, buckling to their own libido, does to them. How the thought that Elias is always watching, has always been watching, just makes them wetter).

(And of course they can’t help but wonder: does Elias touch himself, while he watches? What does he look like, hand fisted around his cock? Does he fantasize about touching Jon? Does he enjoy Jon’s fantasies or Jon themselves more?)

Need an Elias who Knows Jon is pregnant long before Jon himself does.

Elias who was trying to get Jon pregnant. So smug, so gratified that he planted a piece of himself inside Jon, is already slowly beginning to change Jon from the inside out. And he’s trying to hold it together and not let on what he Knows but he just can’t keep his hands off Jon. Running them over his belly to feel for the bump (well, the place where there will be a bump, eventually). Standing far too close, touching Jon at every available opportunity because Jon is HIS and soon everyone will see the evidence of what he did to Jon

When Jon himself finally learns of his… condition. When he goes to tell Elias what happened, Elias tries to reassure him and comfort him, then takes him over his desk.

Jon lies awake beside Elias at night in the house they both share now, trying to convince himself that Elias didn’t know. Didn’t plan this. That it was a genuine accident.

He never quite believes it.

REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

Casual reminder that sfw asks and asks unrelated to this account should be sent to my main blog(@sparky-is-spiders ) please and thank you. I don’t want to be rude and I’m not annoyed but this is my nsfw sideblog for horny stuff specifically.

Reading about Jon having sex with people who aren’t Elias (especially if he’s doing it in the institute) makes me think about how Elias is definitely watching. Maybe even jealous too <3. Maybe he subtly implies he Knows about just what Jon was getting up to and feeds off Jon’s fear of having been SEEN fucking at work.

Of course post-e92 I think it should be brought up more properly. Maybe it’s nagging at the back of Jon’s mind but he can’t bear to mention it until Elias does for him. Chides him, maybe, but plays at being sympathetic, too. Implies that he would be there for anything, anything at all, and if Jon ever needed him well he need only ask…

I’m sure Jon fled that conversation as soon as possible, face flushed, heat settling and his cheeks (and maybe lower down, too…). But maybe he takes Elias up on his offer later. Perhaps the night before they leave for the Unknowing he asks Elias to take him home. He doesn’t want to be alone. He doesn’t want to be able to think. He wants to be taken apart and fucked over and over until he passes out. Elias is more than happy to oblige <3

sparky-is-spiders:

Don’t think I’ve applied my special interest (dragons) enough to Jon yet. Need to get the brain juices flowing. If you’ve got any ideas/suggestions/whatever send them my way?

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Love Elias watching Jon masturbate… at first Jon doesn’t know who it is, thinks it’s their fear of being seen naked and sweating and vulnerable in such a private moment, but then later… well later they know exactly who it is, but every time the need for release becomes too strong to resist. They try to keep it simple, perfunctory, but often they’ve waited so long that they need several orgasms to cool their libido and so they keep going, maybe for hours (and they just can’t admit what the idea of someone else Seeing them like this, buckling to their own libido, does to them. How the thought that Elias is always watching, has always been watching, just makes them wetter).

(And of course they can’t help but wonder: does Elias touch himself, while he watches? What does he look like, hand fisted around his cock? Does he fantasize about touching Jon? Does he enjoy Jon’s fantasies or Jon themselves more?)

I think Elias should also get to bring it up to them. I think he should call Jon after a particularly long and particularly enjoyable session where Elias made sure to make his presence known. Jon is lying there, naked and exhausted and still trembling a little with the aftershocks, not quite ready to stand. Maybe Elias claims he just wanted to check in about the archives, but Jon (in a fit of boldness) snidely asks if he “enjoyed the show.”

“Oh, very much.” Elias compliments them on how beautiful they looked, three fingers deep in their cunt and desperately trying to grind their cock against the heel of their palm. And between the hunger in Elias’ voice and the words he’s saying and the reminder of how Jon was Seen in such a state, arousal starts to pool low in Jon’s belly. It’s mortifying but that only makes them wetter.

“Insatiable.” Elias says. “Do you really need to cum again? Already?” And he sounds ever so-slightly judgemental and that’s only making Jon more desperate too.

And they really, really shouldn’t, but they’re still hazy from the last few orgasms, and Elias has already seen so much, and they’re so incredibly turned on that they start to touch themselves again. Not even really thinking just gently rubbing at their erect clit. Elias’ voice turns mocking, then indulgent. He wonders aloud if Jon knows what it was like for Elias, watching them desperately chasing completion on their fingers, teases them until Jon, so curious and eager to know, Asks him.

They hear Elias let out a shuddering breath, Know without looking that Elias is palming his cock, already half-hard. Jon slips their fingers inside when Elias begins to speak, fucking them in and out of their hole as Elias describes how much he enjoyed the sight of Jon pleasuring themselves, his own fantasies, how badly he wanted to slip inside Jon after every session, when they were wet and loose and plaint and helpless, just waiting to be filled by his cock.

The pleasure the statement brings them both, how Elias can simply choose to submit himself to the compulsion without fighting, the shared connection it brings the two of them, and the sense of Seeing and being Seen in turn tips them both over the edge, I think.

They’re going to regret this tomorrow, Jon knows. But in that moment, feeling sated and warm and utterly spent, Jon can’t find it in themselves to feel anything but contentment.

Losing my mind over Jon(x2)/Elias post s5 time travel au. Specifically the Jon selfcest of it all. Like my god, the mutual self-hatred. Future!Jon seeing all the things they lost but also all the seeds of what they eventually became, feeling envy and hate in equal measure, undercut by a quiet longing. Past!Jon seeing himself echoed in uncomfortable ways, a version of himself that’s grown better in some ways but worse in others, who’s sort of this mysterious figure who hates him, who doesn’t lug around all that nervous professional insecurity and who doesn’t take him seriously… and of course they both naturally hate themselves so much already that it’s On Sight for any other Jon.

I need to see them fuck about it. I need future!Jon domming past!Jon. I want to see past!Jon get mad at future!Jon for withholding information one moment and get down on his knees for them seeking approval the next. I need future!Jon pushing past!Jon to the absolute brink, hands around his throat and nails digging in, punishing him for both of their sins. Incredibly intense scenes followed by half-assed aftercare, future!Jon absolutely degrading the HELL out of past!Jon until he’s sobbing while they rail him with their strap… it’s sooooo tasty to me you have NO idea…

And of course Elias as a central, foundational figure of their relationship. Elias who scolds them lightly for not getting along but is more than happy to let it happen because it’s just so interesting to watch. Elias who enjoys how amusing and flattering it is for Jon to be jealous of themself, who strokes himself off behind his desk while they have bitter acrimonious hatesex on the floor of his office (perhaps even at his request, although I’m sure he stipulated that they “play nice”).

And the place we all knew this was going: I think one of the Jon’s needs to get pregnant. The au diverges a bit from here based on which one gets knocked up.

Past!Jon: Perhaps Elias wanted to show some special attention to the more human Jon. Perhaps he wanted to lay a claim to him similar to the one he knows some alternate version of himself claimed future!Jon. Perhaps he thought it might be interesting, perhaps it really was just an accident. Whatever the case, it changes things. Future!Jon, once allowed to be cruel as they pleased, now really must be gentle. Can’t hurt the baby. Can’t stress past!Jon out too much, can’t risk his health or the health of his unborn child (their unborn child, which only makes it so much stranger and more complicated. They HATE one of the fathers, the other father is their lover, they are beholden to both, and the baby is technically their biological child, and there’s not a family therapist in the WORLD equipped to sort out THAT mess). Sometimes they think they might love that child, sometimes maybe they resent it. Sometimes they see the care and reverence Elias treats past!Jon with (and they KNOW he loves them, Knows it better than anything), wishes maybe they had that too.

Future!Jon: Maybe Elias felt jealous. This was a Jon he had no hand in crafting. No, that was another Elias, another lifetime he wasn’t there to Witness and Watch. Maybe he decides that, if he can’t shape this future version of Jon the way that long-ago version of Elias did, he could still change them deeply, fundamentally, from the inside out. Future!Jon wouldn’t want to be pregnant, maybe, but all Elias needs to do is ensure protection is “forgotten” one too many times. He’s protective of them, of course. Caring and attentive and it’s yet another way for past!Jon to feel stupidly, foolishly inadequate. His future self is a god, perfectly able to See and Understand Elias in the way Elias craves, the way past!Jon craves. And now there’s a baby growing inside of future!Jon that’s sort of going to be his… that he’s going to be personally responsible for despite their absolute mess of a relationship…

God it’d taste soso good…

trans-girl-nausicaa:

Ok but in line with that last thought. Jon getting intrusive sexual thoughts from Elias/beholding, OR Jon (sex repulsed but also morbidly curious) picking up on other people’s sexual thoughts and fantasies….

Need Jon pregnant… holding the test in his hands… absolutely panicking. Need him turning to his partner, because he needs someone, anyone, and they’re the first person he can think of… and it being soooo bad for him <3

Imagine how much fun it would be for a desperate, terrified, pregnant Jon to be forced to turn to Elias for help. Or even Peter Fucking Lukas.

I think if it was someone like s3 Daisy or the Distortion idk if he’d even bother going to them. Maybe he ends up at Elias then, too, the only one who he knows would know about the encounter(s?), the only one who wouldn’t judge him too harshly for it… the older, charismatic, reliable figure he’s so used to turning to when he’s uncertain or anxious.

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Need Jon pregnant… holding the test in his hands… absolutely panicking. Need him turning to his partner, because he needs someone, anyone, and they’re the first person he can think of… and it being soooo bad for him <3

Imagine how much fun it would be for a desperate, terrified, pregnant Jon to be forced to turn to Elias for help. Or even Peter Fucking Lukas.

I think if it was someone like s3 Daisy or the Distortion idk if he’d even bother going to them. Maybe he ends up at Elias then, too, the only one who he knows would know about the encounter(s?), the only one who wouldn’t judge him too harshly for it… the older, charismatic, reliable figure he’s so used to turning to when he’s uncertain or anxious.

Jon, shaking like a leaf, wide-eyed, mind whirling with terror: Elias I’m pregnant

Elias, incredibly aroused and barely bothering to hide it: That sounds very stressful. Would it help if I ate you out for three hours?

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Need Jon pregnant… holding the test in his hands… absolutely panicking. Need him turning to his partner, because he needs someone, anyone, and they’re the first person he can think of… and it being soooo bad for him <3

Imagine how much fun it would be for a desperate, terrified, pregnant Jon to be forced to turn to Elias for help. Or even Peter Fucking Lukas.

I think if it was someone like s3 Daisy or the Distortion idk if he’d even bother going to them. Maybe he ends up at Elias then, too, the only one who he knows would know about the encounter(s?), the only one who wouldn’t judge him too harshly for it… the older, charismatic, reliable figure he’s so used to turning to when he’s uncertain or anxious.

Jon, shaking like a leaf, wide-eyed, mind whirling with terror: Elias I’m pregnant

Elias, incredibly aroused and barely bothering to hide it: That sounds very stressful. Would it help if I ate you out for three hours?

Jon, barging into Peter’s office, desperately trying (and failing) to keep it together: Peter I’m pregnant

Peter Lukas, smelling blood in the water: Here’s money to take care of it if that’s what you want. If you want more than that you’re on your own. Hope this doesn’t put you off another fuck, you were a damn good lay. Can’t wait to tell Elias about this I’m sure he was absolutely gagging to get you good and bred.

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perhaps ill have these michael/jon pics ready and up on patreon early in the new year lmao

sparky-is-spiders:

I think Jon should meet his past self and I think it should get. Like. REALLY fucked up and fun and maybe sometimes skin-crawlingly unpleasant for both of them and also whoever’s unlucky enough to be caught in the crossfire

To be clear I think they should have sex.

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ophidianofeden:

“strap cant get someone pregnant” clearly your will doesn’t match your conviction. persevere

Elias fondling Jon’s tits.

Was just hit with the thought of pre S1 Jon starting testosterone and having an increase in wet dreams… but for some strange reason they all seem to star Jonah Magnus…

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Was just hit with the thought of pre S1 Jon starting testosterone and having an increase in wet dreams… but for some strange reason they all seem to star Jonah Magnus…

Jon wakes up from them gasping, cunt damp, grinding into the mattress and chasing his orgasm. He’ll be embarrassed by morning but in the darkened privacy of his own bedroom, mind clouded with exhaustion and arousal, he just can’t resist the urge to hump his mattress until he cums, soaking his boxers with slick.

sparky-is-spiders:

Obsessed with aro Jon who is vaguely repulsed by the idea of romance or sex with real, existing people, but who catches feelings easily and often for people with whom their is some comfortable degree of distance from his life. Who has something of a crush on Jonah Magnus, sees himself in the man described in letters and papers and the scant few accounts of his life which exist, who enjoys his fantasies of being courted and romanced by Jonah because there’s that comfortable 200 year distance sitting snugly between them…

Jon who has sexual fantasies of Jonah as well… who imagines what it would be like to be taken over Jonah’s desk, in Jonah’s bed, who pleasures himself to the thought of Jonah’s touch.

Need Jon totally fucked out. Railed for hours. Fingered until his voice goes hoarse from screaming, every single one of his holes sore and used, just an absolute wreck on the floor or the sheets. He should be trembling and panting and sweating, eyes wide and glassy, loose and pliant in case his partner isn’t quite done using him.

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I think Jon should meet his past self and I think it should get. Like. REALLY fucked up and fun and maybe sometimes skin-crawlingly unpleasant for both of them and also whoever’s unlucky enough to be caught in the crossfire

To be clear I think they should have sex.

Not just sex either but like. Absolutely terribly unsafe BDSM hatesex. It’s sooooo bad. The aftercare is terrible and sometimes absent. They both get so nasty and cruel sometimes because the self-hatred is so entrenched in both of them. Mostly I want future!Job punishing past!Jon for all the things they blame themselves for, everything they blame them both for…

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sparky-is-spiders:

I think Jon should meet his past self and I think it should get. Like. REALLY fucked up and fun and maybe sometimes skin-crawlingly unpleasant for both of them and also whoever’s unlucky enough to be caught in the crossfire

To be clear I think they should have sex.

Not just sex either but like. Absolutely terribly unsafe BDSM hatesex. It’s sooooo bad. The aftercare is terrible and sometimes absent. They both get so nasty and cruel sometimes because the self-hatred is so entrenched in both of them. Mostly I want future!Job punishing past!Jon for all the things they blame themselves for, everything they blame them both for…

Evil future!Jon is even better because I think it would make it soooo much worse. Adding Beholding Kink into it. Compelling the truth out of past (s1)!Jon about how he did believe the statements, maybe even recording his own… fond and irritated by turns, maybe working with Elias to have them marked, maybe trying to do the rituals themself, maybe just living their best monster life. I like the image of them sitting and Watching while past!Jon takes a live statement, nervously explaining that it’s a routine observation, all above-board. Future!Jon compelling him afterwards, forcing him to explain how good, how right it felt to take that statement, maybe even licking him out as a reward for good behavior…