I think Jon really, really enjoys watching other people have sex. Has no desire to personally involve himself in the process, really, would much prefer nobody else even knew he was watching at all. Watching porn is nice enough, but it’s not quite the same. A not uncommon sexual fantasy for him is walking in on other people having sex, and they’re all too distracted to notice his presence so he hides himself in a corner and just watches them. Sometimes it combines with the rape kink and they catch him in the act and punish him for watching them, but sometimes they finish and leave without noticing him rutting against his hand in the corner.
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I think Jon really, really enjoys watching other people have sex. Has no desire to personally involve himself in the process, really, would much prefer nobody else even knew he was watching at all. Watching porn is nice enough, but it’s not quite the same. A not uncommon sexual fantasy for him is walking in on other people having sex, and they’re all too distracted to notice his presence so he hides himself in a corner and just watches them. Sometimes it combines with the rape kink and they catch him in the act and punish him for watching them, but sometimes they finish and leave without noticing him rutting against his hand in the corner.
We can also combine this with the tape recorders of course <3
Look I know they’re an extension of the web technically but why not play in a universe where they (subconciously or otherwise) respond to Jon’s whims? Popping up sometimes when other institute employees are masturbating or having sex and then finding their way to him. Jon listening to them while he fingers himself (he tried to resist. He really, really did. But none of his usual fantasies were working and he was so close and surely it wouldn’t hurt? If they didn’t know? If he allowed himself this private little pleasure? And of course he feels guilty but it just feels too good to stop…
I think that something about the idea of wetting himself would really do it for Jon. Desperately trying to keep himself composed even as his bladder gets more and more insistent. The loss of control. The humiliation. His weakness and embarrassment known to all and there’s nothing he can say or do to make it better, because he pissed himself in front of all his coworkers, in front of his boss. Sitting in a pool of his own urine and wallowing in shame. I think he’d fantasize about it, and he’d feel a combination of terror and arousal at the idea.
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Monster Jon on a leash. Monster Jon baring his neck for the man who made him this. Monster Jon happily resting his head in the lap of the man who broke the world. And he’s adored. Completely and utterly adored by the man who ruined his life. “My archivist”, he calls him sometimes, when he’s in a certain mood. “My beautiful archivist.”
Jon had left him several times before. But he always comes back. And he always bares his neck. His arms are warm and loving. And here, when he says “I love you”, when he bears his heart, he doesnt get awkward silence, he doesn’t get dismissal, he doesn’t get changing the subject. He gets an earnest “I love you too, Jon.” And a loving, tender kiss on the forehead. Jonah is so warm. Jonahs arms are strong and sturdy and laying on top of him is nice but being under him is better, it soothes some weird instinct in his brain he’s had long before becoming. This weird Thing that likes being squished and pinned and held in place, be it for sex or just being held down. Jonahs sturdy. Comforting. He could probably easily overpower him now. He’s the archivist. He could do whatever he wanted with him. He’s selfishly glad nobody can overpower him anymore, but. An odd part of him misses when Jonah could pin him down. When Jonah was stronger than him. He’s glad he can’t hurt him anymore, yet some part of him wants to feel so safe and fragile in his arms again. It’s odd. He doesn’t know why. He thinks something in his head got rewired wrong after he almost died so many times. But he whines mournfully when he realizes how little is actually stopping him from walking off and leaving. They’ll figure something out. This is definitely a really healthy coping mechanism. They can probably still drug Jon. Oh god monster Jon drugged would actually be really hot no way it Wouldn’t react differently on him even if it still has him more helpless and soft. So weak and foggy eyed and powers going a little out of control and his big eyes looking at him so so softly and sweetly.
Jon eating Jonah out having to be careful to watch the teeth. Jons tongue going so much deeper in Jonah that it should be possible for it to go, hitting things it should Not reach. Rough and hitting all the little spots that make Jonah gasp and squirm and grab onto jon for dear life.
Monster Jon <333
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Jon using kink as coping will always drive me a little insane. Yes king use those dubious healthy tactics (note: they are dubious because of how he’s doing them I’m not saying kink is inherently unhealthy. It’s just that Jon is off the shits.)
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Ok ok actual monster fucking thoughts now :
I think Jon should have dangerously sharp teeth and I think he should love marking Jonah everywhere with them. I think he should think that it’s only fair after how much Jonah marked and changed him. Something about Jonah trusting him enough to let this monster dig his teeth into him knowing he could kill him, knowing he has every reason to, knowing a part of him WANTS to. Being so afraid of this monster and letting him anyway. I think Jonah should have some clearly visible mark from Jon. It’s only fair, isn’t it? Jon’s whole form now is a mark of Jonahs claim on him. A few scars is a fair trade. Would Jonah actually let him? Probably only after a While. And even then he’d be terrified. Jon laps up his fear. It’s the best meal he’s ever had.
I think Jons form should have whatever body would make him happiest and whatever would scare him the most at the same time. Like. Desires he never let himself express. Desires he’s terrified of. Basically I’m saying trans Jon. Let this man have gender euphoria.
So we agree Jon is still leashed and collared right. Even more important now. He could probably break the collar if he wanted to. Why would he want to? It’s his. He likes it. It feels nice. No he doesn’t want it off, why are you trying to take it off, that’s HIS.
I still need to figure out what I want him to look like as a monster though because. There’s so many different ways it could go. Huge moth monster? Being made up of tapes? Mess of shadows and eyes?? All could be very cool and also very hot. Whatever it is should have terrifying abilities that je sexualizes to no end. Honestly I could probably sexualize it more if I had any idea what he’d look like. Jon with wings could be really good…I’ve seen people do very good shit with his eyes being insanely sensitive. Obviously his genitals are weird but. Idk I’m thinking. I need to figure out how to make breeding him as weird and confusing and hot as possible, ok. Yes it’s still possible to get him pregnant what do you think I am.
Local scalie wants to make its favorite guy a dragon(like creature) more at 11.
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Doodle I made during Soc class
So when I say I’m into biting I’m thinking about this. But with more teeth. Longer teeth. Serrated maybe even……
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Its like. I love jons canon arc I just also love aus where he goes off the shits and becomes a complete monster and relishing in it. And like making them really really horny. Jon that is completely not human anymore. I don’t know what design I like best for him. But I think he should get to be completely inhuman sometimes. And I think Jonah should think he’s the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen, not in spite of the fear but because of it. And I think they should have batshit insane sex about it. I think they should BOTH be inhuman and in love about it. Ok.
I think Jon should feel so so wanted and adored in tje arms of the man who made him into a monster. Not in spite of it. Partly because of it. He ruined him and he ruined himself and Jon rests his head in his lap, purring quietly. It sounds like a tape recorder whirring. He’s horrifying and he hates himself and his body has never felt more right. It has never felt more like him. And Jonah knows this. Jonah knows, and Jonah thinks he’s beautiful, and Jonah kisses all down his chest and tells him every part that he adores. Jon thinks there’s something deeply wrong with both of them. Jon thinks he understands why Prentiss stuck her hand in the wasp nest, or why Crew took that book, or why Perry lit herself on fire. He bares his neck for Jonah, even though he could tear him to shreds now, and he understands. He thinks he has never felt more Seen. More Known.
It should not feel good. He doesn’t think that matters much now.
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Ok ok actual monster fucking thoughts now :
I think Jon should have dangerously sharp teeth and I think he should love marking Jonah everywhere with them. I think he should think that it’s only fair after how much Jonah marked and changed him. Something about Jonah trusting him enough to let this monster dig his teeth into him knowing he could kill him, knowing he has every reason to, knowing a part of him WANTS to. Being so afraid of this monster and letting him anyway. I think Jonah should have some clearly visible mark from Jon. It’s only fair, isn’t it? Jon’s whole form now is a mark of Jonahs claim on him. A few scars is a fair trade. Would Jonah actually let him? Probably only after a While. And even then he’d be terrified. Jon laps up his fear. It’s the best meal he’s ever had.
I think Jons form should have whatever body would make him happiest and whatever would scare him the most at the same time. Like. Desires he never let himself express. Desires he’s terrified of. Basically I’m saying trans Jon. Let this man have gender euphoria.
So we agree Jon is still leashed and collared right. Even more important now. He could probably break the collar if he wanted to. Why would he want to? It’s his. He likes it. It feels nice. No he doesn’t want it off, why are you trying to take it off, that’s HIS.
I still need to figure out what I want him to look like as a monster though because. There’s so many different ways it could go. Huge moth monster? Being made up of tapes? Mess of shadows and eyes?? All could be very cool and also very hot. Whatever it is should have terrifying abilities that je sexualizes to no end. Honestly I could probably sexualize it more if I had any idea what he’d look like. Jon with wings could be really good…I’ve seen people do very good shit with his eyes being insanely sensitive. Obviously his genitals are weird but. Idk I’m thinking. I need to figure out how to make breeding him as weird and confusing and hot as possible, ok. Yes it’s still possible to get him pregnant what do you think I am.
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Listen I just think. It’s neat when Jon is drugged or in heat and can only think about wanting to be good so so badly he’d do anything if it meant his partner would tell him he’s their good boy. Ok.
I’m trying to read some porn but ao3 is getting pissy about too many page requests or something.
Edit: Ok turns out they’re having some issues with the site. Irritating but I can’t blame them for that. Even if it’s very inconvenient lol.
I think somebody should fuck Jon so stupid he can barely walk. Tremors in his limbs. Brain moving at an achingly slow pace. Reaching instinctively for the files he was working on before but it takes him three tries and he can barely read the words he’s looking at. His partner chuckling, maybe kindly, maybe mockingly, in a way that’d ruffle his feathers if he had the energy or brainpower to register it, and telling him they’re gonna take him home now, since obviously he isn’t going to get anything done like this, and him nodding all slow and thoughtless as the help him up and across the room.
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I need Jonah to tell Jon he’s so brave during a punishment. I need Jon to almost burst into tears over it. I need Jonah to realize the thread here and pull on it until he has Jon completely unraveled, core trauma on full display, and I need him to exploit that to analyze him and also give him a lot of orgasms. Okay? Okay.
Half of jons sex appeal to Jonah is studying him under a microscope because good God this man has so many problems and it’s like dissecting him to him. Jonah spent hours testing his reactions after he called him “dad” for the first time trying to study and understand him as much as possible. He learned a lot about his archivist that day.
Things Jonah has deduced about jon via kink shit:
Jon craves for someone else to be to blame for his actions so he can be a good person. He still clings to his agency but he wants to be able to do whatever he wants without any of it being his fault.
Jon is starved for approval. His lifetime of being ignored or seen as too much effort has left him with a deep seated feeling he cannot improve and a feeling of isolation from all his peers. (This was from other things as well but him losing his mind over being called a sweet boy and “poor baby” when he was bratting confirmed many suspicions.)
Jon specifically wants approval from authority figures. He wants guidance and comfort and not to have to do it himself, but feels too guilty to put it on other people he views as on the same level as him. An authority figure feels safer and less Mean to do it to. An authority figure is supposed to handle all of it.
Jon wants to be good so badly. He wants, desperately, to be viewed as kind and clever and desirable. He doesn’t want to change. He wants people to view him as he is now as all of those things. So badly.
Jon fears not having any agency, but he fears his own desires and what he’d choose if he had nothing stopping him the most. He fears his own choices. Sometimes he wants them all stripped away and for someone else to just…conveniently choose everything he’d want.
Jon desperately wants to be pitied and to have sympathy but can’t open up to save his life. He desperately wants to be sympathetic. He wants everyone to understand why he’s doing this but he cant handle the idea of being rejected.
The rape kink was maybe the least surprising. Like ah yes this guy who’s agency was stolen from him at an extremely young age and is already marked by the You Have No Agency fear is kind of enamored with the concept of having no agency in a good way and has a very complicated relationship with choice, and this carries over to his sex life? What a surprise. Nobody could have possibly predicted this.
Ok but what if Jon called Elias dad during a cnc scene?
One of the more forceful ones, maybe. Where Elias told Jon he was going to take care of him whether he wanted it or not. “I’m going to give you what we both know you really need.” Forced Jon over his desk, hands behind his back, Jon pleading for him to stop the whole time. Rimmed him until Jon was a shuddering, whining wreck, cunt dripping. Where Elias let go of him briefly to unbuckle his own pants and Jon tried to vault over the desk and Elias had to catch him, pin him to the floor. Spanked him as punishment for trying to escape then pushed deep inside his cunt with no preparation. Fucked him hard and fast, roughly rubbing at his cock while Jon whimpered no no no no.
Jon came with a cry; “-dad, dad, please, dad!” Cunt clenching around Elias’ cock. Desperately trying to fuck himself on it, orgasm utterly overwhelming and so so so good, lasting several long, long moments. The feeling of Jon’s walls milking his cock, the way he had called Elias “dad,” it was all enough to send Elias over the edge too, hilting himself deep and cumming inside of Jon.
Of course it was a button he pressed during aftercare too, so curious to see what would happen, how Jon would react. Cooed over him lovingly, “just let your father take care of you now,” held Jon in his arms, told him what a good boy he’d been for Elias as Jon sobbed into his arms. “It’ll be okay, I’m here, your dad is here.” It wasn’t surprising, when the praise and Elias calling himself Jon’s dad had Jon rolling his hips into Elias’ thigh, when Elias pressed him down onto the couch and fingerfucked him, murmuring praises to him the whole time. Jon called him “dad” throughout, too aroused and too fucked out for the humiliation to outweigh just how good it felt.
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Got mildly Bothered about how people treated Jon in s5 again so I am now imagining Jonah feeding him statements again to cope.
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I am once again thinking about jons massive rape kink. Guy who wants to never make a scary choice ever again. Guy who just wants to be helpless and endearing instead of what he views himself as. Do you get it. [Jon voice] I need my evil boss to drug me and drag me into his office before taking me apart whether I want it or not, carefully and slowly and then absolutely brutally while I can’t do anything about it and am completely helpless to his every whim. And then I want to be claimed and adored and trapped as nothing more than his favorite while I cry so prettily for him and call him dad. This says nothing about my emotional trauma.
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I feel like sometimes Jon goes to Elias with his more self destructive wants because he’s less likely to say no. Fortunately/unfortunately, a lot of them hell still refuse if they won’t do what he wants for Jon either as an avatar or as Jon any good. But like his unhealthy coping mechanisms he doesn’t have any problem with indulging. Anyways what I’m saying is sometimes they have really batshit unsafe and horribly negotiated sex because Jons feeling self destructive and Elias would rather hurt him than him hurt himself, because then he can control how much. They have the worst bdsm etiquette known to man. The aftercare exists but it’s Unhealthy and full of manipulation. Jon refuses to safe word most of the time. Elias will push him past his limits on purpose if he wants to for whatever reason, if he thinks it would be interesting or good for his development. It’s so so bad and Jon can never stay away from it. They’re so god awful at it please never be like them.
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“No matter how long it’s been, you’re mine.” Is one of those lines that like. Ok the context is so loving and beautiful but what if I applied it to je and the meaning completely shifted. Smth smth “Don’t tell me you’re not the same person. You will always be my archivist, Jon.” Do you see my vision.
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Are yall into je toxic comfort sex. May I offer you some je toxic comfort sex.
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I am once again thinking about monster jon getting pregnant
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Ough. Monster jon in heat. Monster jon begging Jonah to breed him to fill him up unable to calm down until he finally knows it’s going to take. Jon sobbing and wailing for Jonah to fill him and change him and barely able to sit still for a second, squirming and trying to rut himself further onto his cock and squeeze out every last drop because he needs it, he needs to get pregnant, he cant stop it feels so good please please please. Jons tail wagging the whole time when he realizes it’ll take!!! So excited and needy and chirping at him and showing him what a good boy he can be!!! Who knows how he’d change. Need jon making a nest and demanding Jonah come snuggle with him in it. Need him being so hungry all the time taking statement after statement. Need him finally taking jonahs statement and eating it up satisifed for weeks after because it has so much information and fear packed in. Need Jonah looking at him changing with a mix of fondness and damn near worship. Guards impregnate that man.
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I engage with fiction in a normal way. don’t look at my blog
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Thinks about pregnant monster jon. Thinks about Jon lounging and whining for Jonahs attention. Jonah smiling fondly and saying he just came and Jon whining that he wants to cum again what’s not clicking?? Jon essentially going you turned me into a monster now I’m your problem. Jon rolling over to show off his pregnant belly is so good yall are right. I think Jonah should be normal about it. I think Jon should realize and try to do light teasing about it before Jonahs suddenly pinning him down and fucking him about it. I think Jonah should kiss his belly and Jon should squirm and whine and be so so wet. I think Jon should spend the whole pregnancy being spoiled rotten. Whining when Jonahs away for too long and pinning him down to cuddle. So bossy and demanding but gets all sweet and cute a few orgasms in. Jon so blissed out and relaxed and completely owned <333
Now I’m thinking about Jonelias pregnant sex (mostly kinky lmao).
Elias taking advantage of Jon feeling soooo exhausted and fatigued for some gentler cnc scenes. It probably isn’t safe to drug Jon but why does that matter when he’s already so tired, so easy to pin down and fuck? Jon squirming and whining and pleading “please no” while Elias lovingly rubs his swelling stomach and calls him his perfect little slut. Eventually his moans get less and less coherent until he’s chanting please please please while Elias pounds into him.
Elias taking advantage of Jon’s weaker bladder too. Making sure he’s getting enough to drink (“for the baby”), gagging Jon so he can’t speak, spanking him over his desk, teasing him for not being able to handle it until Jon pisses all over it with a helpless little whine. Keeping Jon in lengthy meetings, interrupting whenever it looks like Jon’s about to ask for permission to use the bathroom until he wets himself. Flustered and terrified that he won’t be able to hide it from his colleagues and so turned on. Soaking wet between the slick and piss. Elias fucking him in Jon’s bed (NOT his (neat freak (affectionate)) he is NOT washing those sheets after that), roughly pounding into him, pressing on Jon’s bladder, Jon trying to tell him not to but he can’t get the words out in time and he pees all over them both as he cums with a cry, Elias continuing to thrust him as he degrades Jon for wetting himself like that.
Elias jerking himself off over Jon’s sleeping body, shirt hiked up just enough to expose his pregnant belly and leaking tits, cumming all over Jon’s front and then leaving him like that, ejaculate cooling on his skin.
Elias groping Jon’s tits until milk starts leaking out. Pinning him against the chair he’s sitting in and leaning down to drink from his breasts. Taking long, greedy gulps as he clings onto Jon so tightly. Jon shuddering and moaning and wet, begging for Elias to let him cum until he sighs and acquiesces and presses his knee against Jon’s cunt for him to grind on “if you’re really so desperate for it,” because he doesn’t want to do anything other than pay attention to the milk in Jon’s sensitive tits.
Elias fucking Jon in public, timed just perfectly so that someone else can stumble in on the two of them, see the swell of Jon’s stomach (so far hidden by oversized sweaters. A secret no more). See Elias pounding into him again and again while Jon moans and pleads for his dad. Or maybe it happens later in the pregnancy, milk leaking from his bouncing tits as Elias thrusts up into him. Jon turning and seeing someone standing in the doorway, eyes wide and body tense with terror and humiliation and arousal as he cums untouched from the sensation of being Seen.
Jon pinning Elias down under him as he listens to his statement, drinking it all in. Elias didn’t mean to share it, has already let slip far more than he’d like and is struggling to keep himself reined in enough to hide his most important secrets. But the baby is so hungry, Jon is so hungry and he’d taken Elias off-guard just enough to properly Compel him. And Elias is so hard in his slacks and his frightened voice, his statement, it’s enough to make Jon soaking wet. Riding Elias while he listens to his statement, fucking himself on his cock, feeding on his fear even as they both become more and more desperately aroused…
Idk. Jonelias pregnant sex. Ok?
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Ok how monster-y am I allowed to make Jon before people start throwing rocks at me. Can I make him really monster-y. I wanna make him really monster-y but I also don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable
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I have a very clear idea of what monster jons tongue is like but I don’t know how to describe it. Girl help.
Jon’s tongue being like. Bristle-y ? Barbed? What’s it called. A little rough but very pleasing on the skin. Very wet. It’s very long as well. In my beautiful mind
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I bring up jon² because that monsterfucking post makes me think of it. I think future jon should look so wildly different and terrifying and Not Human. But they should be undeniably Jon in a way he cannot deny or escape from. He should know for a fact that’s him. He should be able to look at their awful actions and see himself doing them. Do you get it.
I mean depending on exactly how nonhuman future!Jon looks this also might just make them more reliant on past!Jon. Can’t leave the Archives often (if at all) because even at night London is still a city and the risk of being spotted is Strong. Need information from someone? To buy something? To investigate somewhere? They need someone else to do it for them. And. Well. Who else can they even ask?
Now imagining past!Jon trying to coax future!Jon’s cock from its sheath. Rubbing and mouthing at it, slipping further and further into his mouth as it emerges. Fascinated by the weight and feel of it in his hand, on his tongue. He wants it. He wants to have it. Something about the build of this future!Jon, the shape of them, not just their cock in its sheath but the eyes and fur (magnetic tape?) and the spines, the way they can hide their chest, how impossible it is to gender them one way or another… he longs for it.
I love S3 for Jonshipping. Sooooo many people for him to have bitter acrimonious hatesex with <3
Joncest monstersex. Send post.
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Joncest monstersex. Send post.
Future!Jon wrapping past!Jon up with their arms and tail, keeping him pinned and helpless while they fuck him ruthlessly. Tongue-fucking him with something long and limber that licks at all his sensitive spots just right. Past!Jon who can slide his whole fist inside of their cunt with relative ease. Who has to coax their long (barbed?) cock from its sheath before he can take it into his mouth or ass or cunt. Future!Jon pinning him beneath their weight and using him until they’re satisfied. Who has heats that past!Jon can barely keep up with (that maybe Elias can help with…). Past!Jon is always a little afraid his future self will kill and eat him. Will dig out his every secret with claws and teeth. Who shudders with equal fear and arousal whenever those claws prick his soft, vulnerable stomach, those teeth settle too close to his throat. Fascinated and terrified by every deadly, monstrous quality. Who longs for them, in a way he can’t explain but understands far too well anyway.
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Joncest monstersex. Send post.
Future!Jon wrapping past!Jon up with their arms and tail, keeping him pinned and helpless while they fuck him ruthlessly. Tongue-fucking him with something long and limber that licks at all his sensitive spots just right. Past!Jon who can slide his whole fist inside of their cunt with relative ease. Who has to coax their long (barbed?) cock from its sheath before he can take it into his mouth or ass or cunt. Future!Jon pinning him beneath their weight and using him until they’re satisfied. Who has heats that past!Jon can barely keep up with (that maybe Elias can help with…). Past!Jon is always a little afraid his future self will kill and eat him. Will dig out his every secret with claws and teeth. Who shudders with equal fear and arousal whenever those claws prick his soft, vulnerable stomach, those teeth settle too close to his throat. Fascinated and terrified by every deadly, monstrous quality. Who longs for them, in a way he can’t explain but understands far too well anyway.
Oh and past!Jon would be Extremely Normal if his future self got him pregnant. Maybe during their heat.
And past!Jon never really considered it a possibility. Neither of them did. Never thought they could get someone else pregnant. They don’t think of it at all until past!Jon starts showing symptoms.
He probably tries to hide it, I think. Maybe even succeeds for a few weeks. And he’s so terrified of the Thing growing inside of him but far too curious to ever get rid of it.
It’ll be a shitshow, of course (as if their whole… relationship wasn’t messy enough already). Especially if Elias got future!Jon pregnant too. Just an absolute disaster. But really, that’s what makes it fun <3.
On a much goofier note, the Jonbabies inheriting future/monster!Jon’s more… mothlike tendencies. Elias better lock up his suits Real Good.
I don’t think the breeding kink can ever be Destroyed but every now and then I see something that bashes it over the head and knocks it out for a few hours with how absolutely horrifying pregnancy really is.
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*bouncing on it scornfully & with naked contempt for your vision*
I think Jon should get the graphic fantasies other people have about him beamed into his head in graphic detail and I think he should be horrified and aroused in equal measure. I think he should cum with three fingers stuffed up his cunt while a stranger’s rape fantasy plays in his head.
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Jon: I have no self worth issues or parental figure issues in any way or shape or form. Anyways what if Elias wanted me so so bad he couldn’t keep his hands off me even if I didn’t want it, what if all I had to do to make him feel good was just shake and struggle and make such pretty noises while I begged him to let me go. What if I called him dad and said it hurt it hurt and he told me I was taking him so well and I was so pretty and it’s okay, just relax, it’ll start feeling good soon, don’t worry about anything, he’ll make it better, it’s all going to be okay, and I got to be showered in his love and approval without actually doing anything bad.
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Jon touching himself to the thought of Jonah forcing him down and giving him everything he’s ever wanted while he begs him to stop even as he’s cumming all over himself. Thinking about being completely helpless and unable to do anything to stop him he can’t choose he just has to whine and cry and squirm so prettily and clench around him everytime he reminds him that there’s nothing he can do about any of this <3 and he’s stuck here for as long as he wants <333. Do you think Jon has a hard time looking him in the eye the next day because who imagines that about their BOSS let alone that guy. It never stops him. Especially not when Jonah ruffles his hair or puts a hand on his shoulder almost parentally. Especially not when Jonah is always calm and firm and stern and steady and oh goddammit, why did that segway into some weird mix of feelings, there is something so so wrong with him. At least he can get off about it.
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Jon: I have no self worth issues or parental figure issues in any way or shape or form. Anyways what if Elias wanted me so so bad he couldn’t keep his hands off me even if I didn’t want it, what if all I had to do to make him feel good was just shake and struggle and make such pretty noises while I begged him to let me go. What if I called him dad and said it hurt it hurt and he told me I was taking him so well and I was so pretty and it’s okay, just relax, it’ll start feeling good soon, don’t worry about anything, he’ll make it better, it’s all going to be okay, and I got to be showered in his love and approval without actually doing anything bad.
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My goal in life is to make je as questionable, sexually charged and uncomfortable for everyone witnessing it as humanly possible. Everyone near them should be shuffling awkwardly. People should not know WHAT they are but whatever it is isn’t good. Better him than them, they guess. People should think they’re fucking. People should know there’s some kind of toxic dynamic there and decide NOPE. Not touching that. If Jon wants to get fucked by an evil eldritch monster that ruffles his hair and is. Hm. Odd about him. Then quite frankly that’s his business. Not touching that. Dear God they don’t wanna know.
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The married Lonelyeyes post where Elias is having an affair with Jon so he and Peter can feed on Jon’s anxiety and guilt and shame about being caught is making me think of Elias being a bit of an exhibitionist over their “secret” affair.
He likes to fuck Jon at the institute when other people are nearby and tease Jon for not being quiet. Likes taking Jon just before a meeting so he has to scramble to right himself. Likes eating Jon out while he records a statement and fucking him in a quiet corner of the archives where the assistants probably won’t go. Once or twice he’s had Jon under his desk, warming his cock, when Peter came in for a meeting.
Jon is constantly stressing about all this of course. What others have heard. What others have seen. He gets snippy at Elias about his clear exhibitionism kink and how risky it it. But he enjoys it all, the sex, Elias attention and regard, the thrill of secrecy and risk of discovery, too much to refuse.
Was reminded of this. Anyway I think Jon should get pregnant from this. Terrified and panicking because his boss (who is married) got him pregnant and maybe he can keep hiding the affair but there’s no hiding this, and he knows how much the rumors will swirl.
Ok consider married!Jon with Jonelias.
Elias slipping Jon’s ring off while they kiss before bending him over the nearest surface. Elias leaving marks Jon desperately has to hide. Collaring Jon so tenderly and lovingly as Jon shakes from the implications of ownership. Of possession. Elias driving Jon home, Jon asking him if he wants to come in… Elias fucking Jon in the bed he shares with his spouse, making him beg and plead and whine and all for him. Jon getting pregnant, and maybe not knowing who the other parent is, or maybe knowing all too well. Jon so so afraid and Elias pulling him into his arms, hand on Jon’s stomach, because he does know, and he’s so very pleased…
anaceshornyblog:
anaceshornyblog:
Me seeing a good post: You can’t immediately reblog that post they’ll think you’re a weird stalker.
Someone else does it to me: They like me they really like me I’m getting a good grade in tumblr blogging tonight.
Me catching up and reblogging stuff: Wow they’re gonna get annoyed when I keep reblogging everything, why are you like this?
Also me pouring over the tags in reblogs: Wow people are having a discussion or adding stuff to my posts god this feels great.
sparks-out:
Ok consider married!Jon with Jonelias.
Elias slipping Jon’s ring off while they kiss before bending him over the nearest surface. Elias leaving marks Jon desperately has to hide. Collaring Jon so tenderly and lovingly as Jon shakes from the implications of ownership. Of possession. Elias driving Jon home, Jon asking him if he wants to come in… Elias fucking Jon in the bed he shares with his spouse, making him beg and plead and whine and all for him. Jon getting pregnant, and maybe not knowing who the other parent is, or maybe knowing all too well. Jon so so afraid and Elias pulling him into his arms, hand on Jon’s stomach, because he does know, and he’s so very pleased…
skiesandcandy:
skiesandcandy:
Thinks about monster Jon Knowing any pregnancies are very likely to take right now and proceeding to immediately jump Jonah to fuck (who was going to do the same thing.) Two guys with weird possessive tendencies and a fucked up view of love get stuck in a panopticon what will they do (get Jon pregnant as many times as humanly possible)
Thinks about jon in the weeks before heat setting up a nice big nest and being all needy and fussy all the time. Thinking about Jon going out to hunt more often and being especially temperamental with his prey. Bringing Jonah back some poor soul to feed off of as a gift for his mate who’s going to spend weeks making him feel SO good soon <3 Jon impatient because he wants to be bred now and being so so fussy all the time. Nipping at Jonah whenever he ignores him because he wants his attention Now not in five minutes. U make someone into a giant dragon you gotta accept that they’re going to be so so whiny all the time. At some point Jonah starts fingering Jon with one hand and doing a task with another because Jon gets so attention starved leading up to his heat. Jon in heat <333
skiesandcandy:
I need Jonah to be abnormal about Jon pregnancy and I need Jon to exploit it for lots of love and affection. I want Jon just cassuuaaaalllyyyy basking in a sunbeam showing off his pregnant belly and leaking tits and how thoroughly jonahs claimed him, so clearly Jonahs in every way. I want Jon making “innocuous” remarks about growing pains. I want Jonah to be absolutely feral over his mate too <33 he’s HIS ! That’s his archives! And he’s his to breed as many times as he wants <333
I love putting Jonelias in a dom/sub relationship because 1) They Would Do That 2) it really does just perfectly suit their dynamic. Like it’s just a natural extension of their pre-existing relationship, and 3) They Would Never be healthy about it. EVER.
skiesandcandy:
Thinks about monster jon pregnant and snuggling up to Jonah in his nest,,, purring so loudly,,, comfortable and feeling so so loved and precious,,, Jonah worshipping every inch of his body until the terrifying archives is just one big happy puddle that knows how loved and desired it is,,,
Love the jonelias age and power gaps actually. And I think they should be worse even? Like what if Jon was an intern? 18-19, all alone in an unfamiliar city and trying soooo hard to impress his intelligent charismatic boss who holds the key to his future at the institute he’s desperate to work at and is also three times his age. I think that would be Hot actually.
